decisions...

mmm... got a tough decision to make...
it's tough because i don't wanna make a wrong decision and regret it...
i think i know now... what i must do... if i'm to give this glimmer of hope
a chance... to turn into something beautiful... something meaningful...
something i'll know i can't live without...

i'm gonna wait... =) ... wait for the days of summer...
the rain, snow and grey clouds will pass soon...
they'll reveal the blue skies... the orange skies...
the puffy white clouds that playfully form shapes...
i'll wait..
i'll wait for you... =)

the stacks around my desk

got loads of things to do in the next 6 months...

-script for 3rd and final short film project this semester (1st draft due 1st week of january)
-script for independent short film (the one with the phoneboothto be filmed with killer crew during 2 month break in march
-new story ideas to conceptualize ~"Tragic Belief"

-floorball league starting in 2 weeks time...
(played like shit yesterday.. confidence is low... keep getting played in positions i'm not good at.. like defence and centre... tsk put me infront that's where i play my best...)
-floorball friendly against temasek poly tomorrow at noon... (*dies)
-floorball trainings on 2nd and 3rd january (can't attend the 2nd jan one... must study...)

-social psychology 20% test to study for.. in 1st week of january.. (omg....)
-written communication essay due next week (my topic's insomnia... gonna go national library later and hopefully get the stupid formal outline done... and do my essay say sunday?)
-social psychology 2nd journal about "How i feel about being (gender)?" due 2nd week of jan =(
-Computer Graphics trailer to shoot over the coming 6 weeks.. (omg..)
-final film proj to shoot and hand up in 5 weeks time (after script is done)
-written test for location production (25%?!!?!)
-loads of audio prcatical tests (and worse... written tests... *faints*)

the list goes on... dun wanna add on... my head already feels dizzy at the sheer amount of work that is piling up around my work desk...
omg yes... there's still french to attend on thursdays... still trainings to attend... matches to be played... where's the pause button when you need one?!

can't wait for the 2 month break starting around mid february... get year 1 of poly over and done with... shoot, edit and send the independent film proj. (affectionately known as nvp4) for film competitions... i can't wait!!!

so many things to do... if i've time i'll check and see if i can take driving lessons... if not i'll take motorcycle lessons... better than nothing.. i'm sick of public transport... and maybe follow tw to malaysia after his bday (in august) to go take driving lessons there.. dunoo see how...
seeee there's still so many things i wanna learn... in 2006 i've been learning loads of new stuff on my own tooo.. like all the coaching courses the referee courses... french...
(don't know why i love upgrading myself... love learning new things... but too the point where i'm tiring myself out too much... i need a long break!!)
the 2 weeks holiday hasn't felt like a holiday at all.. it's been more like free study time.. (which is okay... cause i can wake up late.... hur hur hur...)

hmmm... planning something on new year's... it'll help me start the new year fresh... gotta let it out... yahh... 2006 will go down as a year of new things (both good and bad), of freedom, of Xtreme emoness (=/) and hmmm i dunno.. film?

he tries to fulfil his beliefs...
tries to turn them into reality...
blinded by his stupid determination...
he's driven himself straight into the fire....
into a place where hearts of gold melt...
where even the toughest souls would melt...
gutted by the glaring truth...
those beliefs.. were but tragic beliefs...

discomfort in sleep

i feel like shit today.. no idea why either...
there's a friendly later and i'm scared i won't perform...
can't understand things.. (so many things)
couldn't sleep properly last night.. maybe that's why i feel the way i feel..
(i doubt it.. i know better)

-it's overwhelming,
not understanding,
why it rains at night.
it's disturbing,
knowing i'm not able to trust
this place i thought i knew so well before...-

how and why

*now playing mobile-scars*

HOW CAN YOU NOT CARE?!
WHY DO YOU NOT CARE?!
HOW CAN YOU JUST LEAVE?!
HOW DO YOU THINK THAT'LL WORK?!
WHY DON'T YOU THINK... BOUT HOW I'D FEEL?!
FUCKIN' WHY?!

past, present and future....

the day started pretty bad... (very bad to say the truth)
but i'm fine now i guess.. heck... not gonna bout that shit anymore...
i've got better things to think about.. right? (yeah sure i do...)

went to djj's to meet chiam.. but obviously that's not possible i mean after the earthquake
wiped out most of the communications in china... (where chiam is...) how to skype like that!?
so yah... in the end she thought me abit of the piano...
oooooooOOO!! love love love.. (the piano that is..)
brought back fond memories of my (real) sister and me playing duets lol...
can't believe i still remember the song... yah yah...
"Amazing...."

seeeeee i've got so many things to turn to... why do i force myself to look down that drowning path?
FORGET ABOUT IT!
u're way better without it.. yes yes yes...

lol think i'm gonna have problems with attending french classes again next year... time is something
i don't have alot to bargain with...
busy busy busy...
(forget the things that try to make me emo.. )
god... djj!!! when can we have our next lesson??pleaseeee!!!
"i'm on my knees and a .." $40 pair of jeans?
aiyah WYe u Care?!
teach teach teach!!!! *begs* *puss-in-boots eyes*
yah?

tmr's gonna be a busy day...
audio to do in school with buff and sky... (oh that's gonna be fun =/ )
and after that floorball game.. my club vs my school again... (3rd time this year lol)
and i'm playing for my club again for the 3rd time! god i bet all of them hate me...

I've stopped listening to your bleeding words...
i hate those eyes... those eyes...
get away.. i've gotta get away... break away.... from you and your bleeding words
u say things and forget them after awhile.. but in another's mind..
in my mind.. they linger.. they torment me...
stop it! stop the bleeding.. stop using harsh words...
they take the life outta me... they suck me dry...
stop the bleeding words...

gotta break out....

the stereo is blasting again...
the people around here they don't understand what the noise is for...
they complain about it behind my back..
they talk amongst themselves...
they've black marked the dolphin gate,
these windows on this floor,
on this particular side,
at this particular block.
stupid people think they know it all,
they couldn't careless about what are the reasons behind it...
they come to complain.. and there's a point when people break...
when people overflow with emotions too great to control...
that's when the world finally understands...
there's more behind the dolphin gates then they'll ever know
that's when they try to accommodate us...
that's when they try to bear with the noise, the abstract cries of help.
the look in their eyes when we bump into each other,
is one of confusion.
they're afraid... afraid of what is happening.. afraid of stepping out of line
afraid of triggering another emotional standoff...
and i don't understand them...
i've just gotta break out... gotta break out...
i can't explain all of this on the inside...

"you've learned how to smile,
you've learned how to cry,
learned how to read and write.
no one knows what it's like,
you don't know what it's like.
no one knows what it's like,"
but hell... don't we all know the price of life is high?

so
"The choice is yours,
you can take your life,
you can fight for something more
the choice is yours,
you can take your life for nothing... nothing more"
(Mobile - Scars)

"All of this can't be real, the poor state that i'm in,
discomfort in my sleep may have brought me here.
All the vows are broken, all the guilt that i'm wearing
of being here, of being here so unprotected..."

"Overhead and closer up there,
see the earth's fading nations.
Shuttles, spaceships, satellites,
all gathered up there hypnotized.
I may climb the highest fences,
face the WORTHLESS consequences.
Obscured, shattered is the sky.
Another lesson learned in time,
many lacks of confidence,
in hidden USELESS conversations.

And I live to justify, to say the reasons why,
You won't see right through me, see right through me...
I live to justify to say the reason why,
you may sense my fear,
but you won't see right through me....."
(Mobile - See Right Through Me)

and now i understand... why things are the way they are...
"locked up like a prisoner in a free land, free land.
love always came and went just like a slight of hand"
(Mobile - How Can I Be Saved)

maybe i don't need to know the reasons why...
i don't think anyone was meant to know the reasons why...
leave it as it is... don't fight for anything more...
i hear the whispers from around me.. oh no.. they're in my head
"Keep breathing, keep breathing.
Hold on, hold on."
we're just given choices really... and we choose the choices we pick..
not those we were meant to pick... it's our decisions that create or destroy,
it's the choices that we pick for tomorrow...
Tomorrrow Starts Today...

~fin~

The Vision

hey guys... this is the 2nd film project my group produced...
directed by irritating djj (the self proclaimed queen of paperwork lol)
asst directed by "yours truly"
and the other members in the group are eugene, sky and bhavani...

watch the film before reading this synopsis... and compare it with your own views
and post your comments on my tagboard! =D
i'll try to post the other edit done by djj's group for you guys soon.. yah yah



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A girl sees a vision of her lecturer being killed in a car accident and decides to write her essay based on it to warn him. She's afraid to approach him until she receives her essay and sees that he failed her. Realising he probably doesn't believe her, she rushes to tell him before it's too late....

joyeux noel

merry christmas everyone!

party at my place yesterday was a blast.. really had fun with all the people.. good food.. (too much infact.. we had so much left over O.O)
thanks to all the people who came and made the party possible,
lian *pokes cheeK*
xiuqi(djj) *pokes both cheeks, and throws fries*
nigel
dexian *kicks shin*
qamariah (u burnt my mum's bucket!! haha)
pei zhen
caleb
jerry
pavandeep
jonathan
liyana
eugene
and bear (dexian's friend.. sry i dun remember ur name.. sorry!!!! )

yep yep yep.. =D
i jsut rearranged my work desk..
i plugged in my pc monitor into my laptop so now i have 2 monitors for my laptop lol...
one screen for msn the other for work like what chiamo does...
and it helps!! so much... there really isn't enough screen space on a mac.. cause there's
so much u can do!!
and got new speakerS!!! Fwah!
the old ones i had died.. but all the better.. mom got me these for my 19th birthday gift..
(lol.. she sponsored the party for my 18th... means no more gifts from her till 2008)
awwwww.... (hope she forgets so i can take advantage of her =D hahahah... *evillll*)

for the things i've done...
for the thing.. i'm about to do...
she will pay the price...
and i don't know if it's worth it....

u seem far away...
so far away...
behind a veil...
i can't reach out far enough to draw..
who dropped the fog in upon us?
who let the wind take us apart?
it was me....
i forgot to tie the ropes...
i didn't dare to push a point...
and if you had similar views and ideas as mine...
i can only hope they've stayed the same through the cold nights and storms...

i can only hope we stay the same...

a emo one...

i'm reaching a point where i don't wanna know you anymore...
it's getting frustrating for me to try to understand certain things about you..
it's getting difficult for me to keep asking myself to persevere.. maybe love will find a way...
and yaaa.. same as djj.. i should have acted long long ago.. but didn't... and as i predicted, i'm
crying over spilt milk...

the dreams are getting so distorted... it's tough to see any details anymore.. everything's
smudged up together... someone threw some black paint in... and the whole thing looks like it's fading to black.. and i can't do anything about it...

what am i suppose to do now? when i don't wanna let go... cause it hurts to let go.. i've tried...
i've failed... it takes me back to hope... how i'm begging for things to happen but they never ever do... how i want luck to take action... but luck was something i never really had in the first place... how do i move pieces that aren't on the chess board to begin with...
how can i please someone who feels so close to me yet so far at the same time?
how do i understand you, when it seems u never let me in that far... i can only tend to the
surface.. but further in i can faintly see so much more..

you've changed... changed so much.. u once told me of this one other who was "green" about how u set the priorities in your heart... yah i see now why he got to be that way... u've changed in how you think...everything goes through an extra path... through one i cannot follow...
i've yet to make a decision.. yet to trust faith..

these past few months i've tried my best... i'm doing what i can...
i'm trying to help.. but i'm not given the support i need..
i'm not given appreciation.. you're not taking notice of me...
almost like u're 'ignoring' me... and yes it feels like shit...
i feel like shit nearly everyday...
i hate staying home...
i hate the long nights...
i hate the time spent pondering over you...
i keep myself super busy because i don't want to think of you...
it kills me to think of where we are now... and what could have been...

i really don't know if i can continue anymore...
i don't know if i want to anymore...
i know there's hope within the next 2 weeks.. but i don't think i can hold out that long...
won't you give me a hand? pull me up and tell me to carry on??
won't you show me you care? or cared?? help me to decide what to do?
or is there someone new .. as i feared?
someone new u've found who is all that you have eyes for... all that you need?
though i've given u all of me?

broken this fragile thing now, and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
i've thrown my words all around... but i can't i can't give you a reason...
I feel so broken up, And i give up....
i just wanna tell YOU so you know...

if life gives me one last wish... i wanna see your eyes one last time...

everywhere i turn...

the "SHOW MUST GO ON!"

hahaa.. dunno why iTunes decided it was a nice time to remind me i had that song in my library hahahaha....
"My soul is painted like the wings of butterflys,
Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die,
I CAN FLYYY! MY FRIENDS!"

hahaa.... *epic mic stand spin in midair*

i just realised something...
2 of my best friends in secondary school... (the bestest of best friends)
are from indo.. doesn't seem like much to you guys.. but every end year holiday they go back to
indo to visit their family and all that... and i'm sitting at home here shaking leg with nothing to do
(so sad lol)
yeah... ifan and jared... nighthawks buddies, movie buddies, talkcock buddies, slacking buddies..
there's a whole bloody list.. siann..
gonna go chill with jared later around 11pm (he's flying off to indo tmr morning)... ifan's already in indo.. both of 'em will come back around the 1st week of january when school starts.. and there'll be no time to do the most random shit together.. (sadddd)

and everywhere i turn i see people already in the Christmassy mood... and i stick out like a sore thumb again cause i dun really celebrate chirstmas.. it's just another day on the calendar for me..
lol (emooo) NOT GOING THERE! *detour*

training later ... hopefully my coach doesn't have a killer physical session planned... TACTICS! please! GAME PLAY! please! no physical! i will die lol
i dun wanna get a cramp while watching movie with jared later like ifan did last time round hahahah

*story begins*
we just finished st.gabs training and we decided we wanted to go catch a movie, and the most random thing happened... ifan got this really bad cramp around the crotch area (SEE LAR! Never follow the cool-down when i was leading! asshole lol) and it was all dark and he was making that kinda in pain 'moaning' sounds and i was sitting beside him... and there were ppl looking like "WTF?" and the whole row of us are going OMG! stop it ifan! ahahahhaha
yeah.. those were the dayss...
*story ends*

more people are going away till christmas.. chinchilla (wah i think i have yet to mention him in all my blog posts till now o.o) one of my best friends in primary school and secondary school is going i think to korea or japan again.. should be skiing as usual.. (their family do it every year..) duno haven't talked with him since forever... and didn't slack at his house for his birthday because i was busy with floorball training this year.. siann.. and i changed phone number and forgot to tell him.... yeah...
(just one of the many...)
think i'll hit the gym if i've got no one to chill with...
get started on my soc psych essay and writ comm essay...
and all the school stuff.. so that when school starts again i won't be stressed out..
yeah yeah yeah...
kk.. gonna slack around for another couple of hours before prepping for training..

Au-revoir........

it's raining again...

i'm pretty sure that what i know is pretty darn true...
i'm pretty sure that yeah, it was my fault it came true...
i'm pretty sure that i'll look back one day and regret...
but i'm thankful for all the things that didn't hop out of my imagination into reality.

i was going through rough seas for quite awhile... couldn't find a way to stop it
maybe i just didn't want it to... probably stubborn enough to believe that there were
still possibilites for a happy ending... one that people would base a film about...
those classic hollywood endings... that would make people go.. "Oh... i wish i had that.."
classic films like singin' in the rain... where they play by the motto
"All's well that ends well"
but thankfully for me.. i found an anchor to hold on to....
i don't think the anchor even knows it helped me alot.. and lets keep it that way..
it'll be one of those things she will never know how much i appreciated...
she opened up new possibilites.. but even better... she was the road out of the storm...
and now i'm finally out... i can see breathe the fresh air again.. it's tough for me to
try anything within the new possibilities... it'll create such a weird environment...
it'll be my fault for creating that environment...
i'm gonna hold my move... i'll wait for yours...

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Happy b'day to ah lian (2 days ago) and dx (1 week ago.. )

everyone rejoice! for the term break is here!
i finally slept a full 10 hours last night.. i feel so energetic now... haha...
training tomorrow at republic poly at night... finally back to playing floorball..
editing on monday and tuesday for nvp2.. we'll see how that turns out..
i'm hoping to go for the ngee ann training on thursday... get into the team which i hope
has yet to be selected... i sometimes hate my tough schedule.. because it limits so much
of what i wanna do.. but then again.... my schedule is already packed with things i wanna do
why isn't there 8days a week?

today i feel content...

*Now Playing Motion City Soundtrack - Everything's Alright*

Yeah Everything is ALRIGHT!

*puts hands in the air*
*jumps around the place*
*runs around in circles*
*does back flips on walls*

I feel just fine!
Fwah!

if this isn't a happy english song (hahaa..) then there must be something wrong with the world...
and i wouldn't wanna be part of it becauseee.. EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT!

freedom to start fresh again...

*Now Playing Michael Buble - That's All*

i love this song... yes ... the lyrics are just so .... yahhhhhhhhhh (random o' me... hahaha..)
i've been getting repaying the sleep debt i acccumulated over the past 3 weeks.. (1, 2 hours of sleep per night ) and all that jazz... never felt anywhere near this tired before... and i'm suppose to be doing my writ comm thesis statement and essay outline for tmr.. (should i be a rebel and not hand it in? hahaha.. i wanna sleep... )

went to shoot nvp2 over the weekend...
helped singwei (aka chiamo) and calvin's groups on friday and saturday do misc. stuff...
fun.. haha.. neglected my writ comm para exercise in the process.. but i managed to chiong it at the last minute and hand it up.. hey it isn't pretty but it'll do ....
the shoot for my group on sunday was okay... if i drew a graph showing happiness over time,
it'll have a curve that starts up high, dips down in the middle and shoots up sky high again at the end... very fun... hahah and singwei came to help us out so yeah.. we needed the extra perspective anyways... (dun worry calvin.. it's okay u couldn't make it)... on sunday night we went to djj's house to shoot the room scene.. and we played with lighting and cinematography haha.. it was DAMN NICEEEE!!! i will show u guys sometime soon... first nvp1 that singwei just exported out as a video... it's really just FWAH!
i hope nvp2 will be as FWAH! as nvp1 which is already very FWAH! but can be FWAH!er you know?
hahaha...

today's been a interesting day...
stayed in school till late to try to do the writcomm thesis thing and all but couldnt get much out... and ah lian asked me something that's making me think... but hey i'm not gonna say anything...

isit a mere coincidence that i chanced upon this path?
a smooth transitition from one to another?
as the other ends a new one begins?
as it seems clear i've lost a place there, i find another place here?
what is with the confusing state of affairs?
can there never be definite answers for anything?

and i asked singwei on his opinion about all the stuff.. and i got some pretty good stuff outta it haha... and then we had this crazy idea to go jalan kayu and slack so we turned around even though we were already in my neighbourhood hahaha.. crazy we are.. but it was good... we had a discussion about "nvp4" ... (the worst part is we were taking a cab from Al Ameen the prata shop we just had dinner with the mugger gang.. calvin, djj (xiuqi), cecilia, jerry and ah lian... and pavendeep who we met en route to dinner who decided to tag along...)
it's never dull hanging out with this gang of people i've come to love... yeah..

tmr's gonna be interesting.. because i'll be rushing out my outline for the writcomm thing due at noon... and then do editing of our nvp2 at 3pm.. and go for a film screening in school at night... another packed day but it'll be fun... yeah.. school is fun...

just wanna give a shout out to my sis... she did really really well for her final year exams... nothing below a distinction ahhaha.. (u stole the smarty pants genes!!! so what if i'm tall?! all size but no substance!!! hahaha...)

it's nearly 1am... so i'm prolly gonna sleep.. (like how djj probably is already infront of her laptop hahahhaha... oh myyyy)

oh yeahhh.. i started a tagboard on my side bar... cause ppl have been complaining about haloscan and something wrong with the side bar... so i dunno if u guys still can't see squat tell me and i'll try (with my limited html skills) to fix it.... (or i'll beg tw to do it for me hahahahah)

nighty nights to the world...

was once, is now, will soon

i'm sitting in creative class bored stiff to the bone...
finally! the nvp2 story idea is done! the script has been approved!
we've nearly found our talents! yay!
this weekend is gonna be hectic but hey that's life...

i've still not slept for more than 6 hours... *sighhhhh*
but at least (yes i'm gonna say it again....) i'm happy where i am... and "Heaven Can Wait"
i feel almost a sense of belonging to my class.... and (most of!) my project group mates...

they feel like my family somehow... hurr.. dunno... the sense of belonging is strongggg...
plus i've got the big project i wanna shoot during the 2 months end-year break that starts around february...

so many ideas, so many to-do's... should i be selfish and ask for something i want??
(No...)

crazy day today.. gona go get all the production paper work done for my film proj with my group later.. before going for audio lecture at 5pm (end at 7pm!? @.@)
tiredddddd...

What was once a figment of my imagination,
became a dream, a hopeful creation.
A deep desire from the heart,
crying to be heard.

But that dream that was,
is now blurry and unclear to me.
Vaguely distinguishable pictures,
outlines of colours pushing for space.
Moving, in perfectly unperfect unison.

It's times like these when doubt reveals it's face,
it takes it's place, amongst the once beautiful creation.
Forcing a cohesion of simplistic love and the evil mind.
Disenchantment, the glow is fading,
they're diffusing into individuals.
'Lost out in space',
to vast, to fast, soon it'll be the past.

what would you have me say?
what would you have me ask?
if i could, i would, i'd ask
"Baby... Can I Hold You Tonight?"

he learns to grow into who he wants to be...

I won't tell stories to you anymore
I'm not afraid of being ignored anymore
No, I haven't found out what this life is all about
But I've found out one less possible answer to that question, one less route.

I'll leave now through the gate beyond the hedge
It's this chapters' last page
All good things have to come to an end
So goodbye, goodbye my special friend
There'll always be a place for you in me
It'll be where white, grey and black roam free

I promised i wouldn't be the one to walk away
I've held my end of the bargain, and since you've moved on,
It's time we went our seperate ways.
Time for a new world to be moulded
Time for a new story to start on a fresh page untouched
Time to find a fresh piece of ground, to start a home, for good I hope.

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yesh.. this is it... somehow i'm not as emo as i imagined i would be...
i could feel it fading slowly away..
i could feel you drifiting slowly away...
it's one of those things to prove that this isn't fate...
and that my birthday this year was simply a coincidence... (or a learning point in life...)
i guessed it was safe to say a couple of months back that you'll never come back...
i guessed right... yep yep yep..

anyways.. i think i'll be able to get my coaching cert soon.. just need to take my first aid course... (anyone wanna take with meee?? i dun wanna go alone and be the youngest again...)
today was a really fun day.. (a day wasted to some.. but not to me)
we got ps-ed by caleb lar! (lol Kill caleb!)
in the end didn't go to KBox.. because all the other classmates ps-ed ah lian, djj and me...
we sat at the funny wanton mee place in heeren and chitty chatty chattied for a while.. (try a couple of hours..) haha... but it's damn funny how the most random things are ubber funny hahah...
Topic 1: Scary stuff.....
Topic 2: Fart (yes calvin u were a subject in this topic... hahaha.. *if u even read this that is*)

then the 2 girls decided let's go neoprinting .. and maosi being the enthu bugger he was just went with the flow.. i mean... girls are not the only ones who take photos of themselves... most idiotic guys may think this is uncool... to be seen inside a neoprint place... ("u sissy!" well anyone who says that to me i've really got no time to waste trying to convince ur stereotyping dumbum that u're actually a really dumb person who is just like the 99.9% in this place we call Singapore...
so you can go hang with ur 99.9% buddies and leave me alone for all i care.. I hate ppl like u guys anyway.. S.I.G. -StupidIdioticGits!-)
lol.. though i wanna kill ah lian because she did something she shouldn't .. ( LIANNN! )

and then we went crazy ice cream running (lol... YESH! ICE CREAM! weeeeeeeeeee!!!!)
and laughed our butts off at the Apple shop at Wheelock while playing with Photobooth... lol! so funny.. hahahhahahahhahahaa
yep yep.. fun fun fun.. and found a new way to school! thanks to djj ( happy now djj?! hahaha..)
yay! i can now join the NEL club oui oui oui....
gonna be a fun day tomorrow.. should be staying over at djjs' house .. play guitar, mahjong, indian poker, loser drinks vodka (FWAH!), partyyy, Kbox?, do nvp2 paper work, not sleep the entire night and go to location production lecture and catch up on our sleep on monday.. hurrrr
maybe check out the new IKEA at tampines.. cause it's near djjs' house...

kk... new song for all the people today! after so long! (i've been very busyyy.. i haven't had a decent nights rest in 2 weeks @.@) and gonna do CG stuff tonight.. maybe can sleep early.. dunno

*Now Playing Hoobastank - Say The Same*

together down this winding road,
In search of something true. Together we grew.

But now our journey has come to an end,
And it's on to something new. For me and you.

So goodbye, my friend.
Until we meet again,
Some other day.
I know so much will change.
But looking back I can say,
I wouldn't change a day.
I hope you can say, I hope you can say
The same.

So many memories, we got to make,
And the challenges we met. I'll never forget.

'cause those lessons made us who we are today,
Now we're taking the next step. Without a regret.
No regret.

So goodbye, my friend.
Until we meet again,
Some other day.
I know so much will change.
But looking back I can say,
I wouldn't change a day.
I hope you can say, I hope you can say
I hope you can say,
The same.

All I'm telling you, All I'm telling you
When I get to the end. I would do it again! Do it again!

So goodbye, my friend.
Until we meet again,
Some other day.
I know so much will change.
But looking back I can say,
I wouldn't change a day.
I hope you can say, I hope you can say
I hope you can say,

That you understand,
The only life we have,
Is here and now,
Not up in the clouds.
With every breath we can say,
It is a brand new day.
I know I can say,
I know I can say!
I know I can say,
The same!