i love it when idiots try to salvage their situation. you know make themselves seem like they're the one's that are right all along..
so i took this off some donkey's blog.. (sue me).. what don't steal anything of your blog? cause it's private? get a written diary... as you said.. it's the INTERENET! it's PUBLIC! i'm not stealing any of your intellectual bullshit (oh yes i'm giving you the benefit of the doubt that you are intellectual.. even if only a little bit..)
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"quite pissed at the way many things are being done...
in school mostly....
i mean... how much effort does it take for someone to actually inform another about the exact shooting dates?
how difficult is it for one to send a simple schedule to all?
EMAILs people... EMAIL!!!... and when emailing, CC to EVERYONE else!
how difficult is that?.. seriously...
ok... emails are kinda tough because they need the internet and everything
thats an excuse for starters...because now, you have internet everywhere!
and what about SMS?... calling?...
have you people every heard of the word COMMUNICATION?
how is it that people are being left out of the loop of updates and confirmed shooting timings?
seriously....
oh and one more thing... though i'm very sure no one is ever gonna read this anyhow...
SCHOOL IS NOT MY FIRST PRIORITY.
interpret that sentence in whichever way that you want to.
it doesn't really bother me anymore.
does it seem as though i'm bothered by the fact that everyone is talking bad about me?
does it? i can't really be bothered...
because if you cant be bothered about getting to know a person (at all), then who do you really thing you are to judge anyone at all?
brains people... and stop jumping to conclusions...
has it ever occurred to you that the lot of you in my batch... (batch, not cohort).. are the only ones who are having problems with me?
have you EVER thought of that?
i've got no problems with ANYONE ELSE! whats up with that?
i've got no problems with the other batch... at least those that i know...
i've got no problems when working in my church
i've got no problems working with external companies and directors!
to speak of which, i get along very well with them... being in charge of the Sound and Lights and Media for one...
so what the fuck is wrong with the whole lot of you?
and the one thing that really, really pisses me off....
is that some people are actually coming to conclusions about my working attitude
not because they've worked with me before, but because of what they hear other people say...
thats not just bullshit, that unprofessional...
integrity please people...
i am so wasting my time in school right now.....
of course i'm learning things.... but though its supposedly the best in SG's Polytechnics, its still not good enough for me...
so fucking get this inside your head...
school is not my first priority... never was, never will... not until it caters to my needs....
fuckers..."
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does anyone think? "QUIT SCHOOL YOU FUCKING MORON AND STOP BEING A DEAD WEIGHT, PULLING ANY GROUP YOU WORK WITH DOWN?!"
Wanna know why we think you're shite? it's the same you don't get your schoolwork done right.. "I'm too good for school" *whiney ass voice*..
Well mr. smarty pants.. why don't you leave and just wait till school actually gets better and it appeals to you huh?
jumping to conclusions?! WOAH WOAH!!!!!
1st)Take a step back..
2nd) Look at the stupid bullcrap you type on your blog, and reflect on the things you;ve done a little,
3rd) Then come talk about how we can't jump to conclusions about your work attitude..
no can't see it man? how about this
1) Your work? isn't that good.. we're all in school? to learn and get good at what we learn.. you're just here to get your diploma.. so forgive us for not feeling your (I JUST WANNA BORDERLINE IT AND GET MY DIPLOMA... doing work well doesn't matter to me in here!) Well sorry.. we all know you've had "5 years of working with video" and all that jazz... so it seems you've already got your portfolio or whatever..
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE ROSES DUMBASS! Most of us, still need that portfolio.. so sorry for being so passionate in school, trying to get our work to the top most level...
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"anyway
realised that i'm like drowning in school work, because i just reformatted my com again
got Leopard into my com
and need to redo all my work
got a pitch next week of which NOTHING has been done
have shoots that i don't get along with anyone at all.
amazing right?
life is so wonderful
then again, what am i doing in FSV?"
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I quote "WHAT AM I DOING IN FSV?"
O.O
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"and i've lost my passion for school... don't get it wrong...
i still love filmmaking, editing, sound design, LIVE sound, chorus board and what have you from the media industry...
but i jus hate the idea of going to school altogether.... hate the homework, the academics... the paperwork...
i mean.... for some reason, everyone else's (other ppl in FSV) seem to only revolve around school and their projects and project meetings and all... which
most of the time i cant attend... either because its on a weekend... or i'm having some other class at that time...
and for the whole day you can just stay in school?.. boring...
ok, staying in school's fine... but to slack?... i rather wanna do something worth while like shooting something late if i have to...
otherwise, i just find it a total waste of time.
even on the weekends... must have this project done, have that assignment done... wth?
your WHOLE life is about school?... sucks right?
like.. don't you have a life outside... i for one need to break from school every 6 hours.... i cant stand having to look at school for 6 hours at a time.. its just torturous...
maybe its just the academics...
but say it was 8 hours of studio workshops and hand-on...i'm all for it man...
or maybe its the people in there as well... i mean... half my batch are... "the guys".. the ones who have IBP as their one and only choice.. the ones with loud voices... the ones who always hang out together.. and if they have the chance, they'll probably get wasted.
and of course, there is always the one with the endless string of vulgarities and sexual language...
even the lecturers find that irriating...
from now on, i'll just shut up, eat alone, hang out alone and all....
oh... and i remember.. someone asked me whether they could trust me...
i dunno what they made out of that, but i've got a feeling its kinda negative..
meaning, they dun think they can trust me...
oh wells... the beauty of having a outside world.
hate school
anyway,
just realise some lecturers have weird personalities....
like.. don't keep to their word and all
integrity people... integrity"
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lol we don't need lives eh?
look mr.iamsobadassiwannabe50cent.. let's face the facts here... some of us just aren't as lazy as your dumbass.. so before you say we don't have lives, actually do your research.. how did you do in Writ Comm huh? i'm sure you learnt to do research before saying bullshit...
and i just love this part.. "half my batch are... "the guys".. the one who have IBP as their one and only choice.."
what's wrong with that? maybe some of us know what we wanna do already and have planned to do attachments during the holidays.. so yeah.. "IBP as their one and only choice" (do your research... before you try to make us seem like something we're not hmm?)
let us continue.. "the ones who have IBP as their one and only choice.. the ones with loud voices... the ones who always hang out together.. and if they have the chance, they'll probably get wasted"
WOAH WOAH! what the hell was that?! "they'll probably get wasted"?
let's take note of some key points...
1) he said we're shouldn't judge him till we know him, and so what we're doing is more or less jumping to conclusions...
2) most of the stuff he's saying? can anyone spell JUDGEMENTAL?
3) he doesn't know us.. like we don't know him...
so why in hell does he feel that he can jump to conclusions as well?
i don't know... that's the irony of it is it not? people say bad things about what people do.. and they do it themselves...
and all this talking about all the people even hitting at lecturers more just to give you a reason to hate school more? isn't working..
it isn't consistent with the fact that most of the students.. past, and present kinda like some of them..
i feel i've said enough.. there's tons more to it.. but yeah... basically.. some donkeys don't know when to shut up...
