discomfort in sleep

i feel like shit today.. no idea why either...
there's a friendly later and i'm scared i won't perform...
can't understand things.. (so many things)
couldn't sleep properly last night.. maybe that's why i feel the way i feel..
(i doubt it.. i know better)

-it's overwhelming,
not understanding,
why it rains at night.
it's disturbing,
knowing i'm not able to trust
this place i thought i knew so well before...-