it's raining again...

i'm pretty sure that what i know is pretty darn true...
i'm pretty sure that yeah, it was my fault it came true...
i'm pretty sure that i'll look back one day and regret...
but i'm thankful for all the things that didn't hop out of my imagination into reality.

i was going through rough seas for quite awhile... couldn't find a way to stop it
maybe i just didn't want it to... probably stubborn enough to believe that there were
still possibilites for a happy ending... one that people would base a film about...
those classic hollywood endings... that would make people go.. "Oh... i wish i had that.."
classic films like singin' in the rain... where they play by the motto
"All's well that ends well"
but thankfully for me.. i found an anchor to hold on to....
i don't think the anchor even knows it helped me alot.. and lets keep it that way..
it'll be one of those things she will never know how much i appreciated...
she opened up new possibilites.. but even better... she was the road out of the storm...
and now i'm finally out... i can see breathe the fresh air again.. it's tough for me to
try anything within the new possibilities... it'll create such a weird environment...
it'll be my fault for creating that environment...
i'm gonna hold my move... i'll wait for yours...

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Happy b'day to ah lian (2 days ago) and dx (1 week ago.. )

everyone rejoice! for the term break is here!
i finally slept a full 10 hours last night.. i feel so energetic now... haha...
training tomorrow at republic poly at night... finally back to playing floorball..
editing on monday and tuesday for nvp2.. we'll see how that turns out..
i'm hoping to go for the ngee ann training on thursday... get into the team which i hope
has yet to be selected... i sometimes hate my tough schedule.. because it limits so much
of what i wanna do.. but then again.... my schedule is already packed with things i wanna do
why isn't there 8days a week?