isn't it a lovely day to be caught in the rain? :)

here's a clip from a dance scene in "Top Hat" a musical made in 1935 starring Fred Astaire and Ginger Roberts... it's the movie with dancing "cheek to cheek" inside too :D
*lovess*

think there're problems with embedding so check it out over here!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mn1ySjcM7s

ahhh i want the soundtrack!!!

here's the lyrics for the song in the clip above

The weather is frightening.
The thunder and lightning
Seem to be having their way.
But as far as I'm concerned, it's a lovely day.
The turn in the weather
Will keep us together
So I can honestly say,
That as far as I'm concerned, it's a lovely day...
And everything's okay.

Isn't this a lovely day to be caught in the rain.
You were going on your way, now you've got to remain.

Just as you were going, leaving me all at sea,
The clouds broke, they broke and oh what a break for me.

I can see the sun up high, though we're caught in a storm.
I can see where you and I could be cozy and warm.

Let the rain pitter patter
But it really doesn't matter
If the skies are gray.
Long as I can be with you, it's a lovely day.

------

and here's the one i really really love =D



lyrics

Heaven, I'm in Heaven,
And my heart beats so that I can hardly speak;
And I seem to find the happiness I seek
When we're out together dancing, cheek to cheek.

Heaven, I'm in Heaven,
And the cares that hang around me through the week
Seem to vanish like a gambler's lucky streak
When we're out together dancing, cheek to cheek.

Oh! I love to climb a mountain,
And to reach the highest peak,
But it doesn't thrill me half as much
As dancing cheek to cheek.

Oh! I love to go out fishing
In a river or a creek,
But I don't enjoy it half as much
As dancing cheek to cheek.

Dance with me
I want my arm about you;
The charm about you
Will carry me through to Heaven

I'm in Heaven,
And my heart beats so that I can hardly speak;
And I seem to find the happiness I seek
When we're out together dancing cheek to cheek.


and some really nice quotes from it :D

"You see, every once in a while I suddenly find myself dancing." --as Jerry Travers in TOP HAT (1935).
"Always remember that the truth has never hurt any man . . . Anyway, if it does, I'll go to the hospital with you." --as Jerry Travers in TOP HAT (1935).
"If I ever forgot myself with that girl, I'd remember it." --as Jerry Travers in TOP HAT (1935).
"In dealing with a girl or horse, one just lets nature take its course." --as Jerry Travers in TOP HAT (1935).
"All's fair in love and war . . . and this is revolution!" --as Jerry Travers in TOP HAT (1935).

'sometimes the Green Mile just seems so long...'

-"on the day of my judgement, when i stand before god... and he asks me why... why did i kill one of his true... miracles... what am i going to say? that it was my job? that it was my job?"

~"you tell god the father, that it was a kindness you'd done. i know you're hurting... i can feel it on ya... but you oughta quit on it now.. I want it to be over... i do...
i'm tired boss... tired of being on the road lone as a sparrow in the rain... i'm tired of having me no body to be with.. to tell me where we's going to, coming from or why... mostly i'm tired of people being ugly to each other.. i'm tired of all the pain i've feeled and healed in the world everyday.. there's too much of to.. it's like pieces of glass in my head all the time.."

*heaven.. i'm in heaven and my heart beats so that i can hardly speak.. and i seem to find the happiness i seek. when we're out together dancing cheek to cheek...

~are these angels? angels just like up in heaven?*


~there's lots of folks here that hate me... i can feel it... like bees stinging me...

-feel how we feel then.... we don't hate ya...

~i'm sorry... for what i am...
please boss.. don't put that thing over my face.. don't put me in the dark.. i'm afraid of the dark...

~heaven... i'm in heaven...

-john coffey.. electricity shall now be passed through your body until you are dead.. may god have mercy on your soul..

~They killed them with their love... That's how it is everyday.. all over the world... with their love...

their ability to love was their weakness..

he never let out a cry in the chair as thousands of volts of electricity passed through his body...
around him his guards struggle not to cry as all lights fail and overload...
he's witnessed so much pain.. pain caused by love and loneliness...
and in that one blinding moment.. as the many who hate him so dearly sit and watch him burn... he moves on past all that hate and anger... all the sadness in the world.. the cruelty.. the evil.. to heaven.. where the angels sing...

8-16...

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You must live for me too...
For me too...yeah, yeah...
You said that you would die for me...

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You said that you would die for me...

have you given up?

'this ain't a scene...'

100 poochies being fed... i can almost think of what most of em are thinking just before they charge in for the kill..

Dog 1 "Look at that chickennnn... *slobber slobber*
Dog 2 "looks juicy and tender... monsieur Fouet might even have marinated it a little *slobber slobber slobber*
Dog 3 "I just want those peas.... *slobber slobber*
Dog 1 & 2 *Stun* O.O
Dog 3 "i'm vegetarian... heeeeee"

definitely there ain't gonna be enough chicken for every pooch so they have all the right to launch themselves right smack in the middle to fight for that chicken.. unless of course they enjoy having peas for lunch *Yuck!*

O.O zomg!! (killer cg!!!!) nah just kidding.. lol...

yah i dare you to open the stupid cage dumb woman....
(i'd probably do the same if i had some sicko nurse having a laugh at me from inside a cage)

awwwwwwwwwwww =D

where's zeusy!?

she knows what she did?! ahaha

that's what we're eating ladies and gentlemen....
and according to some...
'the reason dinosaurs went extinct... because pigs came along...'

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(so cool right? got this off the comments page lol)

revenu à moi...

Il est belle... la beauté mélancolique dans le clair de lune avec moi...

I heard there was a secret chord
that David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well it goes like this :
The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrough ya
She tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew ya
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
But love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

There was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me do ya
But remember when I moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Well, maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya
It's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...

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was supposed to go help out with the apple thing in the morning..
was supposed to read leni's autobiography..

just didn't feel like doing anything... till dx sent me this song.. it's been the only thing playing on iTunes... (it's a large file.. like 10mb... )
new song's damn emo.. title pretty much preps you for a emo trip through my mind...
can't find the words but they'll come..
they always do in the end...
same as how these days will come to and end..
same as how we won't ever know the master plan...
same as how some days we feel the need to rant...
same as how some things come god sent...
this song won't ever end... music of the night..

release....

No way out,
There's no way out from this hell...

don't it seem like we're just trying to get even most of the time?
i did this now you're doing that...

sticks and stones...

if this is what you want...

notes in the song of a life.. "Sous La Pluie"

Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul
City lights, streets of gold
Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and it feels so cold
And I`m all alone

I can`t sleep and I`m up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life

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I work all night
For one more day that I can say I'm all alone, alone
I just need time
And I will say what I believe and I'll come home, home
And all I know

I never thought I would wake up in bed
Watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never had said
This is the world coming down on your head

As life flies by
I'm not sure how I'm gonna do this all again, again
So write my line
I write this down and I'm just trying to find the end, the end
And all I know

------

Close your eyes.
You're beautiful when you're sleeping.
Tonight may all your dreams come true.
It's so nice to hold you while you're sleeping,
When I'm sleeping next to you.

And what we've got is something special,
And what we are is a perfect match.
And 3000 miles could never come between us,
No matter what we do, it's always you and me and you and
It's always me and you.

I know sometimes it's lonely while you're sleeping.
Well, it's lonely for me too.
It's alright. Just know that while I'm sleeping,
That I'm dreaming of you.

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When I was younger you would tell me
That I should wait to grow up
That things don't go always as planned
At least you didn't, didn't feel a thing

No you didn't didn't have to feel a thing
No you didn't feel

Now I'm standing at a crossroad
Don't know which path is calling me
I wanna follow in your footsteps
So you know you're never alone

No you didn't have to feel a thing
No you're never alone

I'm still here but I'm waiting
For our long conversations
I'm still here but I'm waiting to go home

No you didn't didn't have to feel a thing
You are home

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I'll be home for christmas
you can count on me
please have snow and mistletoe
and presents under the tree

christmas eve will find me
where the love light gleams
i'll be home for christmas
if only in my dreams

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I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust

... no it wouldn't be worth it,
just to accomodate me.
i won't change into something i'm not,
i won't change my dreams before i reach them,
so you don't have to change yours...

*sings* She's My Girl, My Girl, Talkin' bout my girl, my girl!

LoL... who's my girl?
It's LENI RIEFENSTAHL!
want details?
She's german (oooooooo)
She's got nice, round, big, pretty eyes (ahhhhhh)
And i don't mind carrying heavy books for her (heee)
She's an actress! (fwah! =D)
and she died in 2003 at the age of 101 years old.... (how many of you are going *O.O* raise your hand!)

haha.. she's the director i have to do a report on for my film history class... i tell you i've only read 4 pages of a autobiography which i borrowed from the school library, and i'm in love with her already lol..
she's just.... Cool =P
and i share similar views on certain things, and it's just the way she says it that just sinks it into me... (lol all this in the first 3 pages of the book you ask? YES! And 630+ pages more to go hhahaha -this is the heavy book i dun mind carrying for her lol-) my god... she's just one awesome possum :D ..

i know it sounds crazy (lol yes moo crazy...)
but i'm gonna do the stupid thing finish by 2nd week of school.. I love my free friday without lessons cause i can spend the entire day in the library watching her docu-film "Olympia" that comes in 2 parts... and and "The Blue Light" and "Triumph of The Will"...
apparently huimin is supposed to be writing on Leni as well.. so we can share our research hurhur.. fun fun.. (idiot steal my book! Ra! hahahhaah *gives huimin a dark evil stare* grrrrr!)

Die la! greedy me... all the 11 movies have finally arrived.. and accompanied with Leni's 4 or 5? I've got 16 movies i wanna watch in a month O.O HOW TO?! (Qammie can i skip the apple thing on saturday? loool they can keep the cca points.. i'll rather watch movies and have oreos at home hahhaha... )

hur i've to revert back to the "I don't do stairs" motto because i pulled the ligaments on my left ankle again.. it's swelling lah! now one ankle looks bigger than the other.. damn weird... (Coz i forgot to put icee!!!! ) hell.. now i've to skip floorball training in school tomorrow (not that i want to, but seeing as i can't run without feeling agony, i'd rather spend my time with Leni =) ) hahahha... i sound like some love sick kid lol...
i made qammie and huimin go Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww just now cause i hugged her book and with leni's photo on the front cover said: "my girlfriend..."
took 3 seconds before they put my silly smile and the curious way i was hugging her autobiography together and went ewwwwwwwwwwww! in unison... ah shoot me! if it's that bad lol...

I'm becoming a pig! (xq you think you're a pig?! lol)
i slept through my alarm clock (my phone) which i set at 10am this mornin' and my mum's alarm which she lovingly put beside my phone.. and i slept through both!!! O.O YAH!
I'm supposed to be a light sleeper! like wake up even if there's a pindrop or something... but like i'm dropping dead like a zombie! why?! lol lucky momma woke me at 11am and rushed me to school or i would have been lateeeeeeee... the alarms were still on snooze and ringing every 5 minutes from 10am all the way to 11 and i still didn't wake lah! like wth?!
Cwwwwazyyyy

(lol jam, i think i dun need the new method to get to sleep.. i need to learn how to wake up now... lol like dropping into a coma or something everytime i sleep.. damn scary lol)

hopefully qammie won't forget to morning call me tmr at 7am :D (Dun forget! please! lol need help!)

ahhh school's gettin nice and interesting again... yaya.. film history damn fun! audio is okayy (kinda boring for now.. hope it picks up lol... which will be much to the dismay of ppl like xq and jo, lol wat's wrong with audio!?!?! hahahhaa... tskk -AD oooonlyyyy SFOM! =O -) cam and lights damn interesting even though first tutorial is tmr, and nonlinear editing is erm... o.O no comment lol.. I&E is just a ridiculous excuse for creating jobs for people to be teachers... because it's SO DAMN UNCREATIVE! and it's supposed to make us creative?! yah you sure... no wonder singapore got alot of very O_O *stares blankly and drools* kind of people... tsk

okay other than school what have i got going? hmm i wanna watch films in singapore film fest! qammie! bring me!! bring me!!! *passes qammie the leash attached to mao's neck* Meooowww bring me!!
and and... no money go watch phantom of the opera already (awwww =( so sad..)
and first driving lesson next wednesday =D
and i wanna go back to learning french!
Je voudrais une 'joie de vivre!' (yes for those who stayed awake during the film history documentary on alice guy, this is the phrase she used when she was talking about her not being able to imagine herself marrying a englishman because they're not well known for their joie de vivre...
i wants a joyous life! =D

(love you leni!)

=.= (this emoticon doesn't do enough justice to how i feel right now...)

it's 3.40am... there's school tomorrow and i just spent the last hour (i'm serious.. i actually kept track) awake.. tossing and turning in my bed.. WHY?!?!?! AHHHHHHHHH!
I WANT TO SLEEP!
But my mind's so bloody active right now lol.. like having replays of random shit..

like the good old times when i used to go biking with best fren hairy chinchilla (jerrytoh) and Med.Cert (matt chan) in s.gardens late at night... the stupid stunts we did.. the cuts and bruises we got that remind us how stupid we were.. lol... (and still getting stupid-erer by the day ahhaha..)

like when i was at the top of my floorball game... (ahh the memories..)
and playing with my buddies... (like ifan my telepathic strike partner hurhur...)

and dreaming of cheesecake?! (no not dreaming.. CAUSE I'M AWAKE! RAA!!)

AND DAMN STUPID THINGS! LIKE it just pops up with it's tongue out (=P) and goes "Blehx!" right in my face! ONE AFTER ANOTHER! THEY JUST KEEP COMING!
LIKE GO AWAY! I'VE GOTTA BE UP IN ANOTHER 2 and a half hours! SO SHOOOOOOOOO ALREADY!!

good news.. in about another 10 hours, i'll have 5 new movies for my viewing pleasure...

1) Fight Club (1999)
2) The Green Mile (1999)
3) 12 Angry Men (1957)
4) Saving Private Ryan (1998)
5) Taxi Driver (i-forgot-the-year -.-")

and after that i'll have another 6 coming...

6) Road To Perdition (2002) (yes chiam.. i'm fed up with waiting...)
7) Apocalypto (2007)
8) A League Of Their Own (read-remark-on-number-5)
9) The LadyKillers (1955)
10) The LadyKiller (2000?)
11) It's A Wonderful Life (i'm just darn sure it came out eons before i was born... or at least i think so...)

ah whatever!

I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!
(yes jam.. i can't believe i told u to try the wiggle toes thing the other time... because i just tried it and all it did was make me aware of how stupid i felt wiggling my toes to try and get me to sleep -.- ) and the counting sheep thing? bloody overrated...
so i shut my eyes and started counting penguins... and soon this one with a tracker device stuck on it's back waltz right up to me and started to tap dance... the rest of the 1,999,999,999 followed suit (yes they've got a population limit of 2,000,000,000)... and then a helicopter came and i realized how dumb humans can get trying to imitate the penguins and tap dancing on the edge of a bloody cliff 2 or 300 meters up? (not bad enough?) it was made of ICE!
and i keep seeing a leopard seal facing off with the tap dancer penguin and 5 small penguins with funky moehog hairstyles and the killer line that makes me giggle even now at 4am

leopard seal: "I eat you with ketchup"
one of 5 spanish-cool-penguins: "But first you gotta catch up..."
(watch happy feet and u'll know :P damn funny cannot take it.. god i love animated flicks... )
cause animated penguins are cute as hell!

ahhhhhh.. i need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
please please please.. okay i shall go back and try the wiggle toes thing again... i refuse to believe some no-life idiot posted that on a website titled "Cure Insomnia" for other idiots (like me) to read and try out... yes...
HOW THE HELL DO I SLEEP AT NIGHT?!?!? (knowing i can actually be that dumb..) that's just the thing...
i don't....

feverishly muggerish......

who's da nerd? 8D

school's startin' next week and thank you very much i just spent the past 2 days going through all of the cam and lights notes... yess up next non-linear editing notes.. it dun feel like studying lol.. cause all of the stuff in the notes are soooo blooody interesting!!! AHHH! can't get enough lol...

la passion

lol and now i wanna make scenes with props and blood and mist and time lapse photography and all that lol.. going nuts!!! (this is all no thanks to the hallmark channel and the behind the scenes programme for Gulliver's Travels... =P)

my room is finally squeaky clean! =D
after being messy and dirty like hell... i mean even sw who has a pretty messy room had bad comments about mine hahaha (i'm that messy hurhur =P)
all my stuff neatly arranged and ready to be made messy all over again! sheeeesh...

booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored!
an hour to go before the pool game starts... oui oui shall go play guitar :D

you'd yell too if you knew why... *now*

feeling better... dun have to yell no more... it's a good thing rough nights don't last forever..
chalet was really fun.. enjoyed it.. yaya... it's a bad thing fun times don't last forever :( heee...
anyways going to sleep like the piggy i am.. i'm telling u my bed never looked this appealing ahhaha.. and i nearly missed my stop after boarding 70 from paya lebar! lol fell dead asleep.. luckily i set alarm and it woke me in time to get off at my stop...

and HAPPY FEET ROCKS!
k nights people!

i'm not running from you...

just got their album they've got really good songs in this one...



(doesn't this look familliar? =D hahaha)
here's a hint.. maosi is scared shiteless of this movie because he has a long dark corridor somewhat like the one in the movie.. and he is also completely freaked out by 2 small twin girls.. hahaha... =P GUESS!

(here's a full uncut version... lol awesome editing hur hur..)



angry music really helps alot alot alot....
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What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?
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(and fsv chalet tmr !!!! =D...)

i will definitely be here... :)

*Now Playing Steven Curtis Chapman - I Will Be Here*

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here


I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
As sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here

I will be here
So you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you mean to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me

Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here....

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how do you define being human?
it is the ability to love, and chase your dreams...
That is the gift given to all of us... our ability to love...

i'm gonna learn to play this song.. and i'm gonna do a cover of it :D... so nicee..
tw! nigel! whoever! you reading?! I need someone who has a capo and who can play zai zai..

the day didn't start too good.. but it's getting better yaya.. was really stupid in the morning.. maybe cause i had lack of sleep and was tired... now i've to back to the dumb driving school and take the trial test again.. i feel damn stupid.. just cause i signed into the wrong session -.-"
(yes i'm that blur.. it was clearly stated on the whiteboard.. which makes me feel worse!) ah well..

i want school to start soon darn it! lol... i'm not addicted to school.. but it's kinda fun if you think about it.. though there are the "Un-fun" parts as well... everything has it's ups and downs oui oui oui...

movie marathon with nigel and pea... qammie maybe, lam maybe.. can't find people.. why all not On one? =/ ... (it's prolly why dx is having a hard time collecting cash for chalet and everything... tsk tsk..)

looks like won't be going to watch phantom of the opera...
i'm saving up for more important stuff.. (like my contacts! hurhur =D.. or a tatoo? O.O nah just kiddin...)

=)

the kids so bloody cute right?

just reinforces the fact that i want a truckload of kids hahaha.. i'm adopting! =D
dun care!! yes yes yes...

another night...

I know you've heard the stories
But they all sound too good to be true
You've heard about a place called home
But there doesn't seem to be one for you
So one more night you cry yourself to sleep
And drift off to a distant dream

Where love takes you in and everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in

And somewhere while you're sleeping
Someone else is dreaming too
Counting down the days until
They hold you close and say I love you
And like the rain that falls into the sea
In a moment what has been is lost in what will be

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart

And this love will never let you go
There is nothing that could ever cause this love to lose its hold

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in it takes you in for good
When love takes you in

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the plastic bags from artfriend are still on the floor in my room... i haven't touched them since that night... just don't feel like doing anything to 'em... i came home threw 'em in a corner and decided to forget everything for the day... i guess it was the disappointment that i got.. seeing as i was running around the entire day... preparing the stuff (that you never saw on that day)... organising the plan (that didn't work out the way i hoped)... i guess you could say i can't blame anyone but myself.. because everyone did what they were supposed to 'cept me... i couldn't finish it... and the clock hit a minute after midnight, all of it just sank into me at the kopitiam with sw and calvin... was a rough night, just another setback of the many i've seen before...
this run probably is as well... my fault i feel.. i still take a punch everytime i try to think of whatever... (it's probably because i've given myself too much time to ponder at home...)
i don't know if it's the same over there... ( i could seriously fill a library with what i don't know) but that's what it's like over here with me...
typical me *shrug* making things more difficult than they should be..
(ah i'm getting sick of talking in codes...)

gd news... i'm no longer blind as a bat now i've got my new frames for my glasses... they look pretty alright if u ask me :P... now i just need sports goggles and contacts...
(would you believe it'll cost me $380 for 1 pair of contacts? quick tell your kids to stop playing to computers, read with proper lighting and watch less tv. especially if they never wanna wear nerdy glasses 8) ... yeah no fun.. trust me... don't mess with astig... it hurts not just in your eyes.. but in you pockets as well!)
lol and dx is telling me to get steel tipped boots? ahhahaahaha...
oo and nigel we can go watch shooterrrr yes yes yes...
more good news... liverpool won 3 games in a row (yay!) but a little unconvincingly in tonight's game against reading... ridiculous fluctuations in form... oh well... point is they're winning..

bad news... i'm still not happy with the lyrics i wrote for the 2 new songs i've wrote... (nigel don't get excited lol.. prepare your ears for a repeat of secondhand serenade... as i remember you saying he is "Emo like F*&$!!!" ahhaha... )
more bad news... tmr's my basic theory trial test @ 10.30am.. and i'm still awake at
*imitates chiam's mac* "The time is 1:15A.M."
chiam:"thank you..."
mac:" You're welcome"
chiam - O.O"
and even more bad news... xq has won the battle and defended all of women-kind hurhur.. ( i surrendered btw... she just got sorta scary O.O i'm serious.. she kept typing in caps.. and i could hear her shouting her lungs out at her laptop screen from punggol... sent shivers down my spine lol...)

it's gonna be like this for awhile i suppose...

when love takes you in...

*now playing steven curtis chapman - when love takes you in*

the loneliness ends...

eventually...

hmm.. nothing much to blog about..
doing too much thinking for my own good again..
writing a new song.. hopefully it'll help me..
gonna stay home for the next couple of days.. to get the song done... do the e-learning for driving... read the non-linear editing notes... (and hopefully not too much thinking)...

(I'm beginning to hate icecream :( )

silent and resigned...

live-feed was amazing! =D
was full of confidence after the 1st half of the show... everything went pretty okay i guess... i mean no one was complaining... (or maybe i left for my game and missed out on all the complaining lol)... things are looking up luhh... though my team got relegated after losing our game... and how i nearly passed out during the game lol.. friggin scary... here's my tip to avoid experiencing what i did...

don't sleep for an hour the day before especially if you've got a long day ahead like live-feed to direct and a match to play after that... i'm serious... i was bloody breathless and seeing double.. and i couldn't move... i stood at the fan trying to get air and was so dizzy i had to lie down... hate feeling unfit... but i'm not unfit! just tired.. very tired...

it pays to have teammates who are working adults because when you go for team dinners, they pay for it =P *snigger snigger*... (pizzaaaaa! =D) *love love love*

think tmr i'll get a sorethroat.. what? i mean after a 2 hours of giving instructions over the intercom? and more shouting during the game? *faints dramatically*

there'll be some answers i never hear,
some questions i never ask,
some secrets left unshared,
some days left alone,
but one day i'll get to you...

a quiver in my voice,
glimmering beads of tears in my eyes,
frustrating thoughts in my mind,
it's comforting to not think of how things might've been...

there will never be a day when, i won't think of you...

*Now Playing Andrew Lloyd Webber's - Think of Me*

Think of me,
Think of me fondly,
When we've said goodbye
Remember me, Once in a while,
Please promise me you'll try
When you find that once again you long,
to take your heart back and be free,
If you ever find a moment
Spare a thought for me

We never said our love was evergreen,
Or as unchanging as the sea,
But if you can still remember,
Stop and think of me.

Think of all the things we've shared and seen,
Don't think about the way things might've been,
Think of me, Think of me waking,
Silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard to,
put you from my mind.
Recall those days, Look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do.
There will never be a day when, I won't think of you.

Can it be, Can it be Christine? (Bravo!)
Long ago, it seems so long ago,
How young and innocent we were.
She may not remember me, But I remember her.

Flowers fade, The fruits of summer fade,
They have their seasons, so do we,
But please promise me that sometimes you will think...Of me!

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*sigh*
are we at the point of no return?