silent and resigned...

live-feed was amazing! =D
was full of confidence after the 1st half of the show... everything went pretty okay i guess... i mean no one was complaining... (or maybe i left for my game and missed out on all the complaining lol)... things are looking up luhh... though my team got relegated after losing our game... and how i nearly passed out during the game lol.. friggin scary... here's my tip to avoid experiencing what i did...

don't sleep for an hour the day before especially if you've got a long day ahead like live-feed to direct and a match to play after that... i'm serious... i was bloody breathless and seeing double.. and i couldn't move... i stood at the fan trying to get air and was so dizzy i had to lie down... hate feeling unfit... but i'm not unfit! just tired.. very tired...

it pays to have teammates who are working adults because when you go for team dinners, they pay for it =P *snigger snigger*... (pizzaaaaa! =D) *love love love*

think tmr i'll get a sorethroat.. what? i mean after a 2 hours of giving instructions over the intercom? and more shouting during the game? *faints dramatically*

there'll be some answers i never hear,
some questions i never ask,
some secrets left unshared,
some days left alone,
but one day i'll get to you...

a quiver in my voice,
glimmering beads of tears in my eyes,
frustrating thoughts in my mind,
it's comforting to not think of how things might've been...