smile...

Lonestar's Smile...

I still remember the night we met
You said you loved my smile
But your love for me was like a summer breeze
Oh, it lasted for a while
I could hold on a little tighter I know
But when you love someone you gotta let 'em go so

I'm gonna smile
'Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh, so you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

Kiss me once for the good times, baby
Kiss me twice for goodbye
You can't help how you don't feel
And it doesn't matter why
Give me a chance to bow out gracefully
'Cause that's how I want you to remember me

I'm gonna smile
'Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh, so you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

I'm gonna smile
So you can find the courage
Laugh, so you won't see me hurtin'
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

"and even if it kills me... im gonna smile.."

killer lyrics...
my deep dark sad side says today was a complete waste...
but the brighter side of me says todays was just another beautiful day...
so i know theres at least someting to smile about tomorrow...
...
i thought i had it covered... but it seems theres some lopeholes in my "Unstoppable" plan....
oh well... gonna go to bed... i'll probably realise wat i have to do by the time i wake up... hopefully it isnt another depressing decision (though it may be the happiest, wisest decision i make down the road)...

"my head speaks a language i dont understand..."

Oh yes! of course nearly forgot... Rez... your nick is gonna become a poem haha...
(the first 2 lines are from one of Les Garcons de Riviere msn nicks... i decided to play around with it haha...)

Tears of a mindless heart

I wasted all my tears,
Wasted all those years.
But now i've got nothing to fear,
Cause i know im the only one here.
I only wanted you to hear,
But now ive found the cure.
And baby it isnt you,
This is no longer a game for two.
I stand here now healed by my wrongs,
I stand here now cured by my heartless mind
which no longer longs for your touch,
cause it no longer cares much.

okie... sleep is upon me...
*Hopes tomorrow bring "better days"*
"i wont watch my life crashing down on me..."