crash and burn....

Ppl! ppl! turn those speaker knobbies up!! comeon!

*Now Playing - Ronan Keating & Leann Rimes - Last Thing On My Mind*

Four o’clock in the morning ~
My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you ~
How you left me without a warning
But looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it through

Now I see it so clearly
We are together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry ~
Baby, I can’t find the words ~
But, if I could ~
Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won’t let go ~
Know why we can be ~
I won't watch my life crashing down on me ~
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh ~
Girl I’m sorry now we're the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river ~
How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
Staring back is a man that used to be with you
How I long for you ~

No, I won’t let go
Know why we can be
I won't watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now we're the last thing on my mind

Girl I’m sorry I was wrong
Could have been there, should have been so strong ~
So, I’m sorry

Ohhhhhhh
No, I won’t let go
Know why we can be
I won't watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now we're the last thing on my mind (on my mind)

I won't watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now we're the last thing on my mind
On my mind (on my mind)


let maosi explain the frustration he has...
so he was this happy carefree chap.. not a care in the world but living life his way...
and tra la la la la BANG... he walks right into a pit in the ground...
u'd think he would have broken his legs but in this pit he's floats like a cloud in the orange skies... everynow and then though, he is sent crashing down to the bottom...
he manages to climb out of the pit... swearing to the world never to fall into another anytime soon... guess what? on his last step out of the pit... he slips and falls right back in... (blame soil eroison... haha) and this time he's going to give the new life a go... one with floating and everything... knowing one day... he might just float straight through heaven's gates...

*knocks screen...*
oi wake up! u dont come to my blog just to sleep...

-ive no idea what im doing... im making myself a new path through the long grass... hoping and praying to find what im looking for on the other side... and not just a cliff... (AAAAaaaaaaaaa....... *splash*)-