dreaming of 2021...

i've a temptation to put up a angry screamer song...
mm.. but i'll leave that for tomorrow or something... there's always a tomorrow

Dexian Says: [dexianhbk.blogspot] Sometimes, to make it right, you gotta do it on your own and take matters into your own hands. says:
you wake up everyday wondering whats gonna happen today
Dexian Says: [dexianhbk.blogspot] Sometimes, to make it right, you gotta do it on your own and take matters into your own hands. says:
will your life change or something
Dexian Says: [dexianhbk.blogspot] Sometimes, to make it right, you gotta do it on your own and take matters into your own hands. says:
and the answer is always no
=]mao[= says:
actual my life has..
Dexian Says: [dexianhbk.blogspot] Sometimes, to make it right, you gotta do it on your own and take matters into your own hands. says:
maybe i should take it into my own hands and cut off my dick
=]mao[= says:
in pretty big ways
Dexian Says: [dexianhbk.blogspot] Sometimes, to make it right, you gotta do it on your own and take matters into your own hands. says:
now that'll be a change

sorry dx haha... but mine's just changed today.. yesh...
and it's raining again... just when i start thinking of emo stuff...
(k stops thinking.. forever...)
i used to love the rain remember? all that fresh air and stuff... the rain falling onto my face
... not until i look into a mirror then i'll be able to see why sad people love the rain...
(k stupid thoughts...)

i think i'll be posting angry songs for the rest of the year... maybe even into 2007.. dunno.. feel's weird to be in a situation like this.. but i've been here beforee... so no biggy..
c'est la ___ vie...

You're The Chio Girl. I'm The Lucky Guy. says:
bro cheer up man
=]mao[= says:
im not emo
=]mao[= says:
i swear arr
You're The Chio Girl. I'm The Lucky Guy. says:
i am sure its not true

words like these (the not true part..) give people false hope sometimes.. because people just love to lie... there's no escaping it.. everyone was born a bloody liar.. (u disagree? well that's just me than.. lying to myself ain't i?) but at least he's trying to understand yah yah.. thank rez and dx...
Les Garcons de Riviere foreverrrrr (And You'll Never Walk Alone!!!!)

thoughts they change and times they rearrange,
i don't know who you are anymore...

i've got loads to do today.. probably gonna try and finish the 900 word soc psych essay today.. and read the chapters... i feel stressed out by the fact that i know more work is coming... i'll feel much better after i complete watever i have... leaving myself a clean sheet to destroy next week...

and i understand
why you wouldn't want to...

i've made a mistake.. a 'Comma Splice' to be exact...
i tried to join 2 'independents' into one...
stupid me.. use a freaking full stop.....
abrupt endings are the best if you've no time(dont want ) to look through watever...
and it's still right in a sense... (grammatically..)

god forbids... but i'm left empty-handed.... for now... for now... i'll wait for my '2021'