Friday, July 21, 2006

things ive been missing

i woke up today feeling crappy... but im gonna sleep today feeling happy (in fact on the brink of being the happiest person on earth... if not for one thing)

stayed up to 2.30am... trying to find a idea for my art&design final assignment... and it then at the most unlikely of times ideas from somewhere(dont ask me where... i was so tired already i have a feeling i was talking complete rubbish that actually made sense haha...)
but still felt like crap though roughly i knew that les garcon de riviere were on the right track for the art&design project...

i tried to sleep but couldnt... kept tossing and turning.. i had a feeling (a very bad one infact) that something was gonna go wrong today... and when i finally did fall asleep... it was with a mind so tired yet so doubtful and worried.... (like running out of memory space =\ ) and i had this weird weird weird weird weird weird dream... (id keep saying weird cause it is weird to the max!) and it was in colour *nods head* (lucid dream! yaya =D) haha...

so in the dream(i wont tell u everything but i'll tell most of (not all) the important stuff....)
so in the dream, les garcon de riviere are filming a project at this old abandoned house that looks haunted for a project... guess what once inside we find out the "haunted" house actually is a haunted house (cheeesy but bare with me...) and theres this lady ghost er... 'floating' around mmm... so what happens is to my horror (hold on to ur eyes cause they are gonna roll right outta their sockets...) the ghost somehow falls head over heels in love with me *ROLL YOUR EYES!!!* (haha i can practically here dx saying his famous line haha "LET'S FACE THE FACTS HERE! the ghost would have fall in love with me not you.." haha thats dx for you in a sentence... ) ok so yes bare with me (its my dream after all so yah...) im trapped and i tell her im actually in love with someone else who i have no idea is for a excuse... (cheesy yes bare with me!) and it actually works coz i pull off a grammy winning performance and managed to escape...
am i suppose to feel bad for the lady ghost? i mean shes lonely yah... but do i want to give up life for her? when i dont even know her... (or maybe i do get to know her but i cant remember!) and then again i think... if "amore" is involved... it technically doesnt matter how bloody different u bloody are if only u know what you want... (i only just made this conclusion... and NO DX she didnt grow whatever haha.... =P) mmmmm... i think im gonna write a long long long long love story during the break already haha... INSPIRED! HOooooooo!

lets see oh yes! back to the other things that happened today...
so during Intro to Film class i was really happy with myself cause i managed to spot that in the film (we watched in class) they didnt show the faces of the soldiers murdering the poor civilians mercilessly (maybe other ppl spotted to and im the only one who said first but hey im actually beginning to catch details again like at the beginning of the year! =D )

And then during break before our Art&Design evaluation on what we have thought off so far les garcon de riviere managed to come up with more extreme ideas for our story which is completely mad! from zeros to heros!!! inspired by rock mmm... haha... so ok the evaluation went Much much much better than i would have ever expected... but still i was kinda worried about the last and msot important thing ... Interview Show "live" Recording...

i as the director am in-charge to make sure every damn thing goes perfectly well... and i have to say.. i thought i was screwed... thought i was gonna drag the whole class into a deep whole of shite(i mean merde).... we took so LONG! to get everything ready... and remember when i said i knew something was wrong thats why i couldnt sleep? well guess what... i FORGOT TO BRING THE TAPE containing the music video by the band... and THERE WERE SO MANY OTHER PROBLEMS TOO!! like the guests were late... like the vinyls we were hanging were so troublesome cause we could see their shadows in the background making everything look so crappy... and like when the guests came they wanted warm water so we had to run and find warm water... and i was rushing to perfect my camera script... and then the studio was like a freaking toaster and the Guests and host and camera people and floormanager were all getting cooked inside... and rehearsals were so like Il Blaissez! im like VA TE FAIRE FOURE! everyone! im so frustrated cause things keep going wrong and it was already 8.40pm we needed a 10 minute recording and we still needed to have a rehearsal cause we were not ready! and its like we only get one shot at recording ! and like STRESS!!!!! and like then the tape player wouldnt play the tape that the guests brought... BUT! then! suddenly everything turned around... like THANKGOD! *gets down on his knees and kisses everything from the floor to the sky to peoples feet*

the show went so smoothly! like O.O its my first recording and i was so nervous... but i gave the right commands though i thought i would be so jumpy id say the wrong things and crap up the world 2 times over.... but everyone did a amazing job! the only mistake in the show was mine... when i cut to a shot when the guy was suppose to pick up the acoustic guitar but i went to a Long Shot which meant everyone can be seen when i should have kept the camera at a Mid SHot of the presenter only and then cut to the guests when they were ready to sing.... OMG! big big mistake maosi!!! WHY?! and so close to the finish line... if we score low for this interview show... i will not stop the crew from blaming me yes... its really my fault yesh yesh ... cause i keep forgetting to do things that i know i am suppose to do like bring things...

but anyway after the show ended (1o minutes and 3 seconds... hurrrr i wanna thank Surreal for being such Amazingly interesting guests! and Nicolette for being a stunningly good host mmm and the crew for being patient with me this past few weeks for being so stressed out at times and shouting at u guys ... hope yall understand stress got the better of me mmmm )

oi! when u guys want your cheese pratas? haha 12 cheese pratas please uncle! ( u guys should know this offer is valid until 21st July midnight... hey isnt that like 20 minutes from now? haha)
nah im just kidding ... MY TREAT! =D

so after another long day... im here boring the socks off of all of you again... mmmm im still listening to Goo Goo Dolls Black Balloon... like nearly every single line i can relate too... its pretty crazy...

im hoping this Sunday ill be able to smile during my game... hoping hoping hoping... *gets on his knees and prays for happiness* .... tomorrow is another long day.... gonna do a street interview with people at orchard road outside wheelock place in the afternoon... so tiring! but still must do hoping its gonna be fun =P "pushing the wheelbarrow is easy.. thinking about it is the hard part" haha.... yep yep yep.... and im still refereeing the 4pm game on sunday.. and then still have my own game at 8pm (probably gonna reach home really really late! =( )

oh my... this has gotta be one of my longest most longwindededededed posts everererererer!!! ( i think yall get the point..=P ) and my bowl of rice is like hardening infront of me...... im not sure if im gonna sleep early today.... i feel the need to reflect on a day where i found things ive been missing.... and most the thing still missing..... =D
good night to the world... ill be back to see ur beauty again tomorrow.. *sighs a happy sigh*

"coming down the world turns over.. and angels fall without you there......"
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