sleeeeeepy...

such a waste of time goin to SI...
in the end, the "grand tour" around the control room took less than 3 minutes...
luckily i didnt have to skip french class just to have a walk through to see screens and monitors, and busy people...
and standing tickets.. crazy...
smoke machine was bloody behind me... zero fresh air...
crazy screaming people everywhere
the only highlight of the event was sneakily lifting erez up onto our shoulders haha...
i think we should have tossed him up onto the stage haha...

y does time pass so slowly when u r sitting around with nth to do?
mayb im bored... but i dont feel like doing much... suppose to be typing out my 3rd draft now..but i dont feel even a teeeeneey weeeneeey bit inspired cause i feel so crappy now...

how to smile on sunday's game man?
im hoping tomorrow, friday and saturday will bring me some happiness...
but then again i dont think so...
so many things to do... and i am just one person...
(but one person can do alot)
theres too much detail in everything happening now...
its filled my mind to the brim...
and soon its gonna start over-flowing...
im waiting for august... when the school break will start...
and i can try to find back my motivation....

He rests his head on the table red
and dreams of what awaits him in bed
shadows and unknowns in his head
if only he had a guide to read
a guide that would lead him out into light
where everything isnt so tight
and he wouldnt have to fight
for things to be right