saddeningly beautiful...

stumbled across a song today.. one that i haven't heard in a long while.. and it reminds me of you.. ah don't know what's up with this stupid head and the memories i don't wanna remember.. the songs been playing on repeat all day.. these angels sing of something so peaceful and beautiful, it's hard to believe it can bring a wee bit of sadness and pain too..

the many things that are better left unsaid in the night become regrets the next morning...

ah really cannot take it.. guess it's the 1 hour of sleep factor...
maybe it's the assignments picking up...
i don't have time for floorball training already.. getting dirty looks from the team ppl..
and from many others..
ref comm still owes me money i've yet to go collect cause i have to travel all the way down to kallang just to get it which is a waste of time right now..
mum's been nagging bout the sleep and coming home late thing again which really isn't helping...
been feeling those pains again...
just waiting for the happy stuff to come along to give me some cheer and something to smile about..

sister's coming back in about a month and a half's time =) really miss her.. (plus she's bringing back a new pair of court shoes for me :P haha)

i dun wanna live '8-16' for the rest of my life... i'd be better off dead.. then i'll have more 'me' time... just waiting for week 6 to come.. and that is when i'll hopefully be feeling less stressed out...

they're still singing... the angels... they're still singing...