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these pictures in my head aren't normal.. they're so real it's difficult to differentiate what's a dream and what isn't.... sounds stupid... sounds different... but i think most of the great minds out there had to start stupid(so as to allow creativity!), stay different(unique!) and create something spectacular... something that defies the logic of imagination (some of u are asking.. logic in imagination? yes... there's logic in most of what we imagine... that makes what we imagine though a little too much for us to handle, but still manageably possible-somehow-....)
no more boundaries... (ok fine there's still gotta be a limit or else we'd go bonkers with the immense number of thoughts...)

i've been coming up with ideas for short films lately...
now i know what my psychology teacher was saying about how our ideas are greatly influenced by our personal stuff at that time.. (feelings, thoughts, u know.. like if ur hungry or not.. if ur tired or not.. if ur emo or not.. basically oui...)
i'm really in love with my first idea..... i was stunned i came up with something so complex in 5 minutes oui... simple but somehow complex(stupid right?)... dunno.. but i feel very enthu whenever i think about it... i'm definitely gonna try and get it filmed.. with all the visual aspects i want and send it for a film competition.. or film fest... it's gonna be hard though... i mean the location is the worst thing...
anyone know where in singapore there's a bus stop, and a phonebooth not far away? like within sight from the bus stop?? no right? and it's gotta be a ulu place also.. i don't want cars speeding pass the place... it's gotta be perfect... or it wouldn't be 'me'.. you know? (k stupid again...)

seeee now i'm so excited cause i wanna get the thing on filmmmm!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! *jumps around...*

stories through pictures...

sometimes i hate my dreams... (not because of their content)
but because they come at the loveliest of times... like 3 or 4am (i forgot..)
and then i wake up *pulls himself to reality*
and can't go back to counting sheep because i've got characters running around my fields disturbing my counting! and i have to recount over and over again!!!
(hmm why are there no cans of spraypaint? *sprays numbers on the sheep* muahahhaa animal cruelty.. catch me if u can... )
if u can't beat 'em join 'em... you know? i mean there's only so many times the sheep can jump pass me anyway.. they're all exhausted to the point of fainting thanks to me (probably get a heat stroke or something... who ask them grow so much wool??) ...
(muahahahhaa more animal cruelty!)
(did i hear someone whisper 'world slavery tour?')

k i shall stop visualising.. because the film looks so Bollywood in my head now ... right? right?
people dancing in the wind.. in a hugee field.. and there's sheep hyperventilating here and there, some with their feet pointing to the sky
(I SEE THE LIGHTTT!!! oh wait.. that's just the sun... bahhhhhhhhhh)
and the people are dancing around as if entertaining the sheep
(I SWEAR IT'S A LIGHT!! BaaaaHHhHHHhh it's still the sun...)
see so bollywood right? now all we need is some nice indian song to go with it... and it'll be perfect...

OR

looks so you know...
"THE HILLLSSS ARE ALIVEEEEEE WITH THE SOUND OF MUSICCCCC!!!"
right right?!
(sheep stilll goes bahhh cause he can't come to terms that he isn't dying and has to go through another embarrasing strip session in his lifetime....)
but now we have the nazis chasing behind us! omg! grab the camera make for the hills...
*bang bang bang!*
they're coming in the motorcycles... quick round up the sheep...
*makes a wall with sheep...*
*motorcyclist crashes into sheep and fliesss of motorcycle... and lies on the ground motionless...*
*goes over to check on the guy... (who cares about the sheep.. if it dies we'll probably make lamb chops out of it anyway... -Muahahaha animal cruelty!)*
*pokes..* "are u alright mate? need some Cordon Bleu? (sry couldn't help myself.. =P)
'i don't wanna go to school mama.. i wanna stay home and bake cookies with you... look mama sheep! why's that one holding a paper bag and breathing so fast? ooo i love sheep can we have lamb chops mama?'
*commands sheep to create a stampede towards the betterofdead soldier...*
'ooo mama here they come!'
*twoing dwoing twoind dwoing...* ( if u don't know whats happening the sheep are actually jumping over him instead of killing him..)
quick start counting...
one, two, three
stop! en francaise s'il vous plait... (doesn't that just sound like June?)
un, deux, trois, quatre
"Sound of Musssiccccc!!!!"
and gotta restart and still can't sleep and and... u get the picture? a deadly sheepy cycle...