determined to be lost out in space...

i can't help it i've got the urge to let the world know...

I'm NOT PURE CHINESE!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
.....
...
..
*goes on and on and on...*

according to my mama who told me according to her mama that according to her mama's mama,
i've got a tinge of russian and manchurian blood in me...
(i sound like that pepsi drink "with a tinge of lemon..")
and maybe.. just maybe a tinge of gypsy blood too.. so coooool!
I'm gonna learn russian after finishing french and german... mmhmm.. must must must..
*does the russian dance with the arms folded, squating down and kicking*... (anyone seen Balto? and the russian dancing duck? no? oh well.. u'll see it someday i guess...)
but who cares!!! russian! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
ppl who know me for a long time will know what this means to me.. because i've never felt truly chinese (*gasps*) yes.. it's true...
i despise the chinese!! (nah just kidding..)
who cares?!! russiann!!!weeeeee...

and my sister and I are contemplating changing sirnames oui oui oui....
u guys didn't think i'd keep my current one right? i mean after all i've gone through? 18 years of being a Chan is enough... i refuse to be related... determined no to be related...
(i sound like.. u guessed it Voldemort eeeeeeviiiilllllll)
my sis has one...
Halley....
"Fine evening Mr.Halley!"
ooooo =D ca va!
*does the russian dance again...*
(btw.. Halley was actually a comet that flew pass earth the year my sister was born.. it does so every 76 years -ithink- so cool... oui oui.. like "FreeedoooOOOM!" -kjustbeingrandomhere-)
who cares?!! RUSSIAN!!! (k i promise i'll stop it...)

we can't change who we were born to be...

i agree... i was born not to be a Chan... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
Melvin Halley..... (it's got a ring to it... haha... )
WHO CARES??!!! RUSSIAN!!!!

*shuts up*

it's my fault.. i know it's me... so blame me not urself..
and hate me not urself...
and forget me not your world...
and find someone there and not someone lost out in space...