one long dayyy...

i'm feel very self-conscious now haha...
i just remembered wat a fellow teammate said to me during training on friday...

Teammate-"So Melvin... what're you doing now? (in ur life) Waiting for NS?"
Moi~" Haha.. Nooooooooo i'm still in my first year of poly.."
tm-"You're 17? still so young?"
moi~"yea... do i look that old???"
tm-"Haha, you look like you're around Keith's age(i think he's 22)"

*stun*... that's not good at all... haha.. looking wat 3 to 5 years older than i actually am? gone is my youthhhh *cries*... gone gone gone... haha...

=]maosi[= says:
one of my club mates ask me whether i'm waiting for NS...
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
0.0
=]maosi[= says:
i'm like i'm first year poly
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
oh man
=]maosi[= says:
he's like oh! so young? i thought u were as old as keith (someone else who's like 22 or something)
=]maosi[= says:
am i that old?
=]maosi[= says:
do i look sooo olddd...
=]maosi[= says:
bad bad bad... haha
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
HAHAHAHA
=]maosi[= says:
it's not funny okayyy .. i look old.. =(
=]maosi[= says:
*cries*
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
haha
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
dont cry la
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
cut my hair style
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
look like small boy
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
my brother say i look like pri4...
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
:x
=]maosi[= says:
it's good ok!
=]maosi[= says:
Youthful
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
haha
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
too small la
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
what p4
=]maosi[= says:
i dun wanna cut my hair...
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
HAHA
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
too bad then
=]maosi[= says:
ifan told me if i look older it's better haha...
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
cut more mature hair style
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
why
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
lolz
=]maosi[= says:
but i dont wanna be old!!!!!
=]maosi[= says:
and i dont wanna cut my hair!!! i dont think it's just the hair
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
maosi ancien
=]maosi[= says:
it's my face... do i have age wrinkles or something?!
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
yeah (wat the hell do you mean by yeah?! haha...)
=]maosi[= says:
haha.. i mean.. what do you think? do i look old?
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
age wrinkles
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
go get some cream (the cow that is tw.... haha...)
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
must
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
ok la
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
you look like abt 18-20 like that
=]maosi[= says:
nooooooo... whyyyy whyyyy why so oldd looking...
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
what 22
=]maosi[= says:
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
abit too old la
=]maosi[= says:
that guy looks 19 or 20
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
you can't pass for 21
=]maosi[= says:
but i think he's 22
tw /// vincit qui patitur says:
lol what nutsd

haha..
went to watch World Trade Centre with Ifan today... i was a good movie.. i particularly liked the scene where the wife of the guy whose stuck in the rubble steps out into the street at night and we can see the lights from the tvs inside all the houses in the neighbourhood on... very niceeee..

i feel a wee bit content and happy.. i finally found something... nice =) haha...
*shhh it's a secret...*

i give this promise,
that i will find the peace.
that through all the bitter tastes,
i'll do all i can, all i can, to make 'this' world a better place...