shaken up.. but healing at last..
it's been a rough couple of days for me... was ... well i think the only word to describe it is depressed... had it pretty bad too...
(i mean... don't u think it's bad when i listen to Sad beyond sad and Suicidal painful evanescence songs? )
and i'm still gonna buy their new album later before dinner with the teachers, smiley lady and tw... (at least they say they've got a couple of songs about happiness... but i prefer it when Amy Lee sings about sad stuff... angry stuff.. she's really good at that... yesh yesh....)
'Crimson Regret'... regret paid in blood...washed away by tears...
yes.. for the pass couple of days i've only ears for "Hello My Tourniquet" which i put together... what a freaking killer combo haha....
(i've pretty much memorised both songs... and i really love the way the lyrics are placed... and how everything is phrased like 'Crimson Regret'.. so descriptive yet simple right?
the laughs are back... a small smile has crept back onto face..
i've received a lot of good news and signs yesterday...
my club team manager said this to me yesterday during training...
"Melvin, it's likely you'll be playing centre (imagine a 2-1-2 formation) for us.. you've got the height and reach and u can hold the ball up... jsut have to work on your distribution... and you;ll have to get some more muscle on you.." *Stun* "do you do weight-training?" *Stun*
i hate lifting weights... so boring haha... and so not me ya know? i've bad experiences haha...
the weightlifting club in my school is full of sick guys who like staring at themselves in the gym mirrors and blasting techno while yelling and lifting weights.. (it sounded like all of the were having..... well ... there's no nice way to put it so i ain't gonna say it haha.. but you should get the general errr... ugly picture.. haha)
it's likely i'm gonna enjoy myself very much playing for my current club.. but there's a mini-problem that might happen because of me...
i'm set to play for 'millenia skools floorball' next year... and i really like the players over there.. all really really friendly.. most of them are PE teachers from many many schools.. there aren't that many players in this team and not many can come regularly for training..
and then the stunner... keith the guy who brought me into the club told me the coach might be interested in me playing with 'millenia skools innebandy' (the stronger mens team in the club)
and i'm thinking.. if it does happen.. and i'm asked to go over to Innebandy.. i don't know what i'll do.... i mean.. it'll create fricition between the 2 teams.. because Floorball is already in dire need of players and everything.. on the other hand playing with Innebandy wouldn't be such a bad thing because they've got really really good players.. and i can learn alot from 'em... i'll have a chance to win the League with them.. if it does happen.. howwwww????!
(i'm really flattered.. i've never had anyone fight over me before *rolls-eyes* haha.. k... i must not get cocky... oui... too much pride gives you a bad attitude... )
so many complicated issues too little time given to settle them all...
speaking of cocky...
i rmb... (god i can't remember his name) i think it was Mr.Foo i think.. a PE teacher in stgabs sec.. i remember he once told me he thought i've a big ego... *Stun (yes again...haha)*
haha.. ifan should know this one.. haha.. i never did tell mr.foo what i thought about that comment haha.. just because i gave it my all (yes during a PE session.. what can i say.. i'm a very competitive person haha..) and improvised my game a little (as i always do) by trying something fancy and back-heeling the ball at goal haha... ( i missed by the way hahaha.. hey.. i'm no soccer player..)
Big Ego... oui... haha... and he also knows me as the 'Airhooker' don't think he knows my bloody name at all... haha... it's embarrasing for me when he comes out of no where and just announces to the entire floorball team "The Airhooker Returns!" when i went back to help out with their trainings... *covers face with his hands*
it'll be nice to know... =)
(i mean... don't u think it's bad when i listen to Sad beyond sad and Suicidal painful evanescence songs? )
and i'm still gonna buy their new album later before dinner with the teachers, smiley lady and tw... (at least they say they've got a couple of songs about happiness... but i prefer it when Amy Lee sings about sad stuff... angry stuff.. she's really good at that... yesh yesh....)
'Crimson Regret'... regret paid in blood...washed away by tears...
yes.. for the pass couple of days i've only ears for "Hello My Tourniquet" which i put together... what a freaking killer combo haha....
(i've pretty much memorised both songs... and i really love the way the lyrics are placed... and how everything is phrased like 'Crimson Regret'.. so descriptive yet simple right?
the laughs are back... a small smile has crept back onto face..
i've received a lot of good news and signs yesterday...
my club team manager said this to me yesterday during training...
"Melvin, it's likely you'll be playing centre (imagine a 2-1-2 formation) for us.. you've got the height and reach and u can hold the ball up... jsut have to work on your distribution... and you;ll have to get some more muscle on you.." *Stun* "do you do weight-training?" *Stun*
i hate lifting weights... so boring haha... and so not me ya know? i've bad experiences haha...
the weightlifting club in my school is full of sick guys who like staring at themselves in the gym mirrors and blasting techno while yelling and lifting weights.. (it sounded like all of the were having..... well ... there's no nice way to put it so i ain't gonna say it haha.. but you should get the general errr... ugly picture.. haha)
it's likely i'm gonna enjoy myself very much playing for my current club.. but there's a mini-problem that might happen because of me...
i'm set to play for 'millenia skools floorball' next year... and i really like the players over there.. all really really friendly.. most of them are PE teachers from many many schools.. there aren't that many players in this team and not many can come regularly for training..
and then the stunner... keith the guy who brought me into the club told me the coach might be interested in me playing with 'millenia skools innebandy' (the stronger mens team in the club)
and i'm thinking.. if it does happen.. and i'm asked to go over to Innebandy.. i don't know what i'll do.... i mean.. it'll create fricition between the 2 teams.. because Floorball is already in dire need of players and everything.. on the other hand playing with Innebandy wouldn't be such a bad thing because they've got really really good players.. and i can learn alot from 'em... i'll have a chance to win the League with them.. if it does happen.. howwwww????!
(i'm really flattered.. i've never had anyone fight over me before *rolls-eyes* haha.. k... i must not get cocky... oui... too much pride gives you a bad attitude... )
so many complicated issues too little time given to settle them all...
speaking of cocky...
i rmb... (god i can't remember his name) i think it was Mr.Foo i think.. a PE teacher in stgabs sec.. i remember he once told me he thought i've a big ego... *Stun (yes again...haha)*
haha.. ifan should know this one.. haha.. i never did tell mr.foo what i thought about that comment haha.. just because i gave it my all (yes during a PE session.. what can i say.. i'm a very competitive person haha..) and improvised my game a little (as i always do) by trying something fancy and back-heeling the ball at goal haha... ( i missed by the way hahaha.. hey.. i'm no soccer player..)
Big Ego... oui... haha... and he also knows me as the 'Airhooker' don't think he knows my bloody name at all... haha... it's embarrasing for me when he comes out of no where and just announces to the entire floorball team "The Airhooker Returns!" when i went back to help out with their trainings... *covers face with his hands*
it'll be nice to know... =)
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