i've stuff i wanna sayy =)
blogger officially hates me haha.. ever since the server went down on monday i have not been able to even load http://www.blogger.com/ .. wanna know the worst part? (that i can't blog and express myself?)no that's not it.. the worst part is i can't even tell the nice people at Blogger who i'm sure will be eager to help me get, but for the fact that their support page is a subpage of (u guessed it..)http://www.blogger.com/.. so right now.. blogger just doesn't exist to me... (all the computers in my house can't get in neither... maybe StarHub's too blame.. =X haha...)
and so trusty, 'nobel' (haha.. *insider joke*) tw is helping me post.. at the risk of being caught by bloggerand charged with high treason by 'The High Court of Blogspot for blogging crimes'and having his 'blogging' rightstaken away from him just as they've done to me.... merci beaucoup mon bon ami, je te salue... =)
i bought 8 dvds on thursday at alliance francaise.. (wat?! they were on discount.. )here are the films i got (and their lovely prices =D )
stuff i've watched..
~"L'enfant" at $26.90 sold at $20 (i've just seen it today.. it's a nice film ouii.. not too much dialouge)winner of Best Picture at the 'Palme d'or' Festival De Cannes
~"Merry Christmas (aka Joyeux Noel) $26.90 now $20 (i also watched this today.. very niceeee a must watch =) )Nominated at the Golden Globes and Academy Awards for Best Foreign Lang Film and Best Film Not In English Langrespectively...( haha i like the 2nd title... so specificcc... but there's actually quite alot of english in itit's got a healthy mix of German, French and English )
~"Les Choristes (The Choir) $26.90 got it at $10 (haha... wat a deal! =D)(the soundtrack is brilliant stuff.. it's one heck of a enchanting movie.. which was why i watched it a 2nd time this afternoon..)It was the No.1 Movie in France in 2005 and was France's official entry into the Oscars 2005 as well..
stuff i haven't
~"The Director's Series" -2 Films by Francois Truffaut 'The 400 Blows' (no dx it's not what u think haha)and 'Jules & Jim' both films won BEST DIRECTOR awards at the Cannes Film Festival and Mar Del Plata Film FestivalrespectivelyOriginal Price $45.90 came to me at a amazing cut of $15.. (isit just me or do the ppl that sold me the dvds not understand business? haha.. it's just me i guess)
~"The Return"Winner at the European Film Awards and Venice Film Festival...Official Russian Entry to the Academy Awards...$26.90 down to $10
~"Bon Voyage"Official French Entry to the Oscars 2004...Cabourg Romantic Film Festical winner for Best Director... $26.90 @ $5 =D
and the 2 english films from Hallmark
~"Alice in Wonderland"
Winner of 4 Emmy Awards in 1999
-Outstanding Makeup
-Outstanding Costume Design
-Outstanding Music Composition
-Outstanding Special Visual Effects
~"Gulliver's Travels"
Winner of 5 Emmy Awards in 1996
-Outstanding Individual Achievement in Art Direction
-Outstanding Individual Achievement in Hairstyling
-Outstanding Individual Achievement in Writing
-Outstanding Special Visual Effects
-Outstanding Miniseries
both were $26.90 reduced to 10 bucks a piece...
so if u do the maths i spent a total of $100 for 'em all... i'm such a spendtrift right? =Pnahh... only occasional spending sprees mmhmmm.. like twice a year maybe? haha...(mm maybe i should stop spending and help donate to the newskatesforjamainefund... mmhmmmmm... haha)
i'm really happy... cause there's so many things to be happy about..
1. my new club is sending me for U-19 National Team selections to play in the Asia Pacific Tournament in Singaporelater this year (9th-12thDecember) =) hope i can make the teammm... not getting my hopes up at the mo'but if i make it in all u people reading this better come and give me support at Woodlands Sports Hall.. haha... (if i even make it in first... mmmhmmmmm.....)
2. =) not saying... u'll know soon enough... je te promets =)
3. work's over and school's starting! finally i won't be bored with my free time.. yah yah.. (but i'm not happy that i've to wake up at 6am on 3 days and also that class finishes late on this particular day..=( so irritating... there's a bloody 3 hour break before the last lesson which is stupiddd.. stupid stupid!we people have a life you know! we don't wanna be stuck in school all day... especially since... hmmm.. je ne sais pas peut-être juste peut-être ... maybe maybe maybe si tout va bien
dunno.. i couldn't breathe the whole of friday can.. bcoz of ______ ...and i had a dream about 'something' can i sigh? haha.. haiiiiii.......it was just so... yah haiiiiiiiii (in a good way o'course) i was super giddy.. and the 45 minute bus ride to Victoria for training didn't help... i just felt the air was so thin... haha..(probably because my heart was beating double or maybe even triple the number of times...and my mind was racing) dunoo dunoo dunoooo... but i will i will i will.. i've made up my mind and i will! =)and if it goes wrong i'll... i'll leave that for when it does... "think positive thoughts!"
you'll know soon enough, "this i promise you"
14th October Saturday----------------------------------------------------
title: clarity in a world obscured...
(PICTURE_1)
this is how i measure whether or not the haze is bad... a picture from the window right beside my computer in the study room...i know the haze is above 100psi (unhealthy =( ) if i don't see the sky line of City Hall... in the backdrop on the left of the hdb flats on the right side of te picture...
(PICTURE_2)
and o'course it's obviously bad if i can look straight at the afternoon sun without going blind...
school's starting tomorrow... but i haven't adjsuted myself to sleeping early at night.. yes slept at 4am last night... don't get me wrong, i didn't go to bed at 4am.. i was already in bed at 2.30am?i was thinking.. as usual... didn't feel much like sleeping... the dark and quiet (but for the air-con and ceiling fan, and o'course the occasional creaks and tweaks of the fridge in the dining room) feels so comfortingespecially when i've to get my thoughts straight... and they're... i'm prepared for what may or may not happen laterthis week... though i know not what i'll do after that... ( i find it's best to take things one at a time... especailly if i'm already having trouble sleeping over just the one matter )
but i know what i'm going to do.. ( at least i'd like to think i do.. haha.. see i'm so hmm confident? maybe..)
i haven't yet gotten tw to post these 2 posts for me.. he hasn't been online just yet.. but it's quite interesting..i feel like i'm writing in my personal journal again.. away from the prying eyes of everyone else... though i wouldn't mind some.. after all.. the most introverted people are the people most likely to commit suicide..
http://my.eurekanet.com/~sylea/index.html(don't worry mademoiselle... it's graphic in words.. not in pictures... but if it makes u uncomfortable it's bestyou don't read it eh?)
i stumbled across this website.. looking for pictures to express loneliness... i found one.. of a black dog and apoem to go with it... (click Our Pets and then A Dog Sits Waiting)
i'd advise anyone in depression to the extent of contemplating suicide to read the bit on suicide... especially"The Facts" there's a link at the bottom of the first page which will take you through the thoughts of the wife ofthe man who committed suicide..on her birthday =( ... sad stuff... but it's a wake up call... killing yourself ain'tthe best way to solve your problems... sure it's a fast way.. but there're other ways like working it out that will do so much better than splattering what's left of yourself on the sidewalk below your hdb block...
sad stuff mmhmmm..
sometimes, all you need is someone to share your pain,
share you load,
understand that now, times are tough,
know that what you need is a person to trust.
to catch you before you fall,
to pick you up if they don't get there in time,
to tell you everyday's going to be fine,
to want to be with you forever and ever and ever.
through whatever life throws,
and never never never run away.
to fill the holes you are about to step
to cover you with their coat when it rains,
keeping you warm,
from the cold.
keeping you safe,
in their hands that hold.
to make promises,and to keep them.
to change your world,
for the better.
and then you will
realise,this is what they call love.
this is the song the angels sing above,
this is where no one, is left alone.
=)
and so trusty, 'nobel' (haha.. *insider joke*) tw is helping me post.. at the risk of being caught by bloggerand charged with high treason by 'The High Court of Blogspot for blogging crimes'and having his 'blogging' rightstaken away from him just as they've done to me.... merci beaucoup mon bon ami, je te salue... =)
i bought 8 dvds on thursday at alliance francaise.. (wat?! they were on discount.. )here are the films i got (and their lovely prices =D )
stuff i've watched..
~"L'enfant" at $26.90 sold at $20 (i've just seen it today.. it's a nice film ouii.. not too much dialouge)winner of Best Picture at the 'Palme d'or' Festival De Cannes
~"Merry Christmas (aka Joyeux Noel) $26.90 now $20 (i also watched this today.. very niceeee a must watch =) )Nominated at the Golden Globes and Academy Awards for Best Foreign Lang Film and Best Film Not In English Langrespectively...( haha i like the 2nd title... so specificcc... but there's actually quite alot of english in itit's got a healthy mix of German, French and English )
~"Les Choristes (The Choir) $26.90 got it at $10 (haha... wat a deal! =D)(the soundtrack is brilliant stuff.. it's one heck of a enchanting movie.. which was why i watched it a 2nd time this afternoon..)It was the No.1 Movie in France in 2005 and was France's official entry into the Oscars 2005 as well..
stuff i haven't
~"The Director's Series" -2 Films by Francois Truffaut 'The 400 Blows' (no dx it's not what u think haha)and 'Jules & Jim' both films won BEST DIRECTOR awards at the Cannes Film Festival and Mar Del Plata Film FestivalrespectivelyOriginal Price $45.90 came to me at a amazing cut of $15.. (isit just me or do the ppl that sold me the dvds not understand business? haha.. it's just me i guess)
~"The Return"Winner at the European Film Awards and Venice Film Festival...Official Russian Entry to the Academy Awards...$26.90 down to $10
~"Bon Voyage"Official French Entry to the Oscars 2004...Cabourg Romantic Film Festical winner for Best Director... $26.90 @ $5 =D
and the 2 english films from Hallmark
~"Alice in Wonderland"
Winner of 4 Emmy Awards in 1999
-Outstanding Makeup
-Outstanding Costume Design
-Outstanding Music Composition
-Outstanding Special Visual Effects
~"Gulliver's Travels"
Winner of 5 Emmy Awards in 1996
-Outstanding Individual Achievement in Art Direction
-Outstanding Individual Achievement in Hairstyling
-Outstanding Individual Achievement in Writing
-Outstanding Special Visual Effects
-Outstanding Miniseries
both were $26.90 reduced to 10 bucks a piece...
so if u do the maths i spent a total of $100 for 'em all... i'm such a spendtrift right? =Pnahh... only occasional spending sprees mmhmmm.. like twice a year maybe? haha...(mm maybe i should stop spending and help donate to the newskatesforjamainefund... mmhmmmmm... haha)
i'm really happy... cause there's so many things to be happy about..
1. my new club is sending me for U-19 National Team selections to play in the Asia Pacific Tournament in Singaporelater this year (9th-12thDecember) =) hope i can make the teammm... not getting my hopes up at the mo'but if i make it in all u people reading this better come and give me support at Woodlands Sports Hall.. haha... (if i even make it in first... mmmhmmmmm.....)
2. =) not saying... u'll know soon enough... je te promets =)
3. work's over and school's starting! finally i won't be bored with my free time.. yah yah.. (but i'm not happy that i've to wake up at 6am on 3 days and also that class finishes late on this particular day..=( so irritating... there's a bloody 3 hour break before the last lesson which is stupiddd.. stupid stupid!we people have a life you know! we don't wanna be stuck in school all day... especially since... hmmm.. je ne sais pas peut-être juste peut-être ... maybe maybe maybe si tout va bien
dunno.. i couldn't breathe the whole of friday can.. bcoz of ______ ...and i had a dream about 'something' can i sigh? haha.. haiiiiii.......it was just so... yah haiiiiiiiii (in a good way o'course) i was super giddy.. and the 45 minute bus ride to Victoria for training didn't help... i just felt the air was so thin... haha..(probably because my heart was beating double or maybe even triple the number of times...and my mind was racing) dunoo dunoo dunoooo... but i will i will i will.. i've made up my mind and i will! =)and if it goes wrong i'll... i'll leave that for when it does... "think positive thoughts!"
you'll know soon enough, "this i promise you"
14th October Saturday----------------------------------------------------
title: clarity in a world obscured...
(PICTURE_1)
this is how i measure whether or not the haze is bad... a picture from the window right beside my computer in the study room...i know the haze is above 100psi (unhealthy =( ) if i don't see the sky line of City Hall... in the backdrop on the left of the hdb flats on the right side of te picture...
(PICTURE_2)
and o'course it's obviously bad if i can look straight at the afternoon sun without going blind...
school's starting tomorrow... but i haven't adjsuted myself to sleeping early at night.. yes slept at 4am last night... don't get me wrong, i didn't go to bed at 4am.. i was already in bed at 2.30am?i was thinking.. as usual... didn't feel much like sleeping... the dark and quiet (but for the air-con and ceiling fan, and o'course the occasional creaks and tweaks of the fridge in the dining room) feels so comfortingespecially when i've to get my thoughts straight... and they're... i'm prepared for what may or may not happen laterthis week... though i know not what i'll do after that... ( i find it's best to take things one at a time... especailly if i'm already having trouble sleeping over just the one matter )
but i know what i'm going to do.. ( at least i'd like to think i do.. haha.. see i'm so hmm confident? maybe..)
i haven't yet gotten tw to post these 2 posts for me.. he hasn't been online just yet.. but it's quite interesting..i feel like i'm writing in my personal journal again.. away from the prying eyes of everyone else... though i wouldn't mind some.. after all.. the most introverted people are the people most likely to commit suicide..
http://my.eurekanet.com/~sylea/index.html(don't worry mademoiselle... it's graphic in words.. not in pictures... but if it makes u uncomfortable it's bestyou don't read it eh?)
i stumbled across this website.. looking for pictures to express loneliness... i found one.. of a black dog and apoem to go with it... (click Our Pets and then A Dog Sits Waiting)
i'd advise anyone in depression to the extent of contemplating suicide to read the bit on suicide... especially"The Facts" there's a link at the bottom of the first page which will take you through the thoughts of the wife ofthe man who committed suicide..on her birthday =( ... sad stuff... but it's a wake up call... killing yourself ain'tthe best way to solve your problems... sure it's a fast way.. but there're other ways like working it out that will do so much better than splattering what's left of yourself on the sidewalk below your hdb block...
sad stuff mmhmmm..
sometimes, all you need is someone to share your pain,
share you load,
understand that now, times are tough,
know that what you need is a person to trust.
to catch you before you fall,
to pick you up if they don't get there in time,
to tell you everyday's going to be fine,
to want to be with you forever and ever and ever.
through whatever life throws,
and never never never run away.
to fill the holes you are about to step
to cover you with their coat when it rains,
keeping you warm,
from the cold.
keeping you safe,
in their hands that hold.
to make promises,and to keep them.
to change your world,
for the better.
and then you will
realise,this is what they call love.
this is the song the angels sing above,
this is where no one, is left alone.
=)
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