sundayyyyy....

went for me game... but didnt play much (like 3 minutes out of 40? benchwarmer definitely...)
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watched 2 meaningful movies i just got...
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Adaptation starring Nicolas Cage...
lines to rememeber... "You are what you love, not what loves you..."
its got a amazingly creative story perspective for viewers... really good movie yep...
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The Brave starring and directed by Johnny Depp
this one was a little draggy in the beginning but i managed to last out the entire movie and understood the things infront better...
really really touchin' and tragic ending.. (im gonna spoil it for u people.. so if u r planning to watch it skip the next line...)
-cause johnny depp sacrifices himself for his family.. yep..-
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my neck is killin' me after 2 movies straight... thankfully theres a almost(coaching course @ night) free day tomorrow before another long long long long long long couple of days... (with early morning work? and last 2 lectures of coachin course)... but wat's happening next week is a plus point... gonna be returning back to floorball training after being so damn busy all the time with school at first and then coaching course after that...
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im thinking about a decision that i had to make (as in decided for me..) beginning this year...
trying to think how these couple of pages in this book called "Maosi for all to see" (sounds so marketable except for the maosi part haha...) how these pages might have been something different...
if i had gone.... what'll it be like???
but i'll never know for sure... im past that page already... and i cant press backspace like i can here... every letter is being printed with "all-purpose permanent ink"...

who knows wats coming next? god? nope sorry i dont believe in fate..
"cause i dont like the feeling that im not in control of my life...(thematrix)"

i mean think about it... if there was such a thing as "fate" wat'll be the point of living? cause everything's been already planned out... whether ur gonna end up a complete wreck... or be really successful... or i dont know.. in between? wat's the point?
people's life stories would be so much more boring... because everything/surprise was "planned"...

but having a purpose in life is a completely different thing isnt it? ur life isn't decided for you... but u must find your own purpose... and find a way to fulfil that...and all the stories in between...doesn't that have a more 'Real Feel' to it?... isn't that a much much better word than fate? (ithinkicanwriteaargumentativeessayontheissuealready...)

ive the strong urge to find a new song for bloggy here... i change songs really really often... can never stick with one for that long... but i cant find anything thats got "how maosi feels" written all over it... Everything is good enough i guess.... gonna go play a couple of songs on the guitar for awhile before turning in for the night...