dont pinch me when i dream...

*Now Playing Relient K - Over Thinking (acoustic)*

I was thinking, over thinking
Cause theres just too many scenarios
To analyze, look in my eyes
Cause your my dream please come true
I was thinking, over thinking
About exactly how i'm not exactly him
I'll break my heart in two
Much worst than you could ever do
Cause your my dream please come true

Cause i think way too much
On a one track mind
And your so out of touch
Cause i'm so far behind

I can't deny this any more
The facts ignored all done before
And if theres one in this world
You let me know you're not that girl

I was sinking, lower sinking
Cause i lost the things i held on to
They let me think a thought
A thought that i would know was not
Of seeing my dream come true
I was thinking, over thinking
About how i could letknow
There's nothing left to say
I know now you're just in the way
Of me and my dream come true

Cause i think way too much
On a one track mind
And your so out of touch
Cause i'm so far behind
I'm trying to make sense
Out of all of this
While your fading scent
Just slips through my grip

I can't ignore this any more
The facts ignored all done before
And if theres one in this world
You let me know you're not that girl

Dont touch the positive with a negative end
Dont touch the positive with a negative end
Cause after all of the sparks you're still alone in the dark
Cause after all of the sparks you're still alone in the dark
And while i'm able i think i'll label
Experience with you as a mistake
And while im at it, i'll say ive had it
Experience with you as a mistake

Cause i think way too much
On a one track mind
And your so out of touch
Cause i'm so far behind

I'm trying to make sense
Out of all of this
While your fading scent
Just slips through my grip

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i was thinking, over thinking
that i toss and turn in my bed for hours
before i begin sleeping and dreaming

i just remembered something a good friend of mine, Ifan, told me haha...
i asked him what he dreams of at night and he goes
"NO DREAM CAUSE NO SLEEP!!!!"
haha.... hilarious but true all the same...

i had a weird and abstract dream last night
as usual the usual stars are in it... but this time there was a special guest star... and the details i saw in this dream was just... O.O ... like that i still couldnt believe my mind had gone to that extent to design this one..

so some of the important plot points...
one of the stars was smoking (something i absolutely hate... ) and its a wee bit worrying cause this person happens to be a main character and the story technically wouldnt be wat it is without her... so ive no idea yet wat this symbolises.. im prolly gonna go "overthink" again tonight...

next the choice of special guest star...
he's a really good friend... he was in my class for a year i think before he went private in sec 4... dont keep in contact anymore cause i lost his number (haha sorry..) he's one of those protective guys yeah? gets into fights
and one of the memorable ones was the one where he fought with this guy called Gabriel (another interesting character..) in class.. i dont recall what for... but i recall the fact i nearly got knocked out haha... so me and a couple other guys are holding gabriel back... and this other huge guy, prithip, was holding benedict(the special guest star) so yeah we thought prithip could handle him but he managed to wiggle out of his grip and in the blink of an eye *blinks* he had a chair in his hand lifted high up in the air and on a collision course with gabriel, and the other guys and me.. its one of those things where everything slows down and u just give up hope of coming out of the situation alive haha... and too our surprise (more relief then anything else haha...) prithip made a stunning recovery and grabbed the chair just in the nick of time preventing what would have been a "great tragedy" haha...
yah but back to the guest star.. he gets into a fight... and all ( i see a chair with one of its legs broken off...-its a symbol that a fight took place.. to me at least another story for another time haha...- ) and so ive no idea why but we are divided into pairs.. and me being me is paired with benedict to calm him down and stuff... and then this line is all i could remember from his mouth "it's all your fault isnt it?" and i wake up "overthinking"

"cause you're my dream please come true"