hiding in the words of songs...

*Now Playing Hoobastank - If Only"

i thought it wasn't wrong to hide from you,
the simple truth, i was scared.
i'd felt it all along but it hurt too much for me to share.
if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to.
if only i could change your mind.
if only i had known.
if only i had you.
i finally understand why things have happened and how it all could go so wrong.
will this pain ever end 'cause i don't think i can carry on.
if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to.
if only i could have spoke my mind.
if only it were true, we could start brand new,
i know i'd make it through. if only i had you.....