the 100th post
its exactly midnight... and ive been thinking for a couple of days what would make a fitting 100th post...
Alone in a sea of orange
the orange light from the heavens shine,
it makes everything seem fine.
a beam of light through water,
in pairs they gather together.
amazed by the beauty,
amazed by its purity.
unseen a lonely shadow,
it strays from the ever lit meadow.
far from the masses it flees,
far away to wherever it pleases.
away from the sun,
waiting for all this to get done.
away from the migrating Vs,
so that it won't envy,
their warmth and company.
because its alone in a sea of orange agony.
pretty crazy stuff... cause im feeling pretty weird right now...
so much stuff to think about... i officially hate holidays (0_0 i cant believe i just said that)...
but i hate sitting at home.. doing nothing.. it gives my mind the opportunity to release the beast within...
"if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to..."
some regrets... that i didnt do anything 8..9 months ago...
some uncertainty of what's down the long winding road...
more regrets on stupidity...
i see my mum... and shes so obsessed over something i dont like to talk about... and a solution arrives but i dont like it.. it involves something i dont ever want in my life ever again... the same thing i dont like to talk about... but i look at her and she needs to be released... she needs happiness that shes been neglecting...
i keep seeing stupid things and hearing mini things like a word that if said without a "S" sounds perfectly fine... add the "S" and i think of the one person in this world i hate... ive hated him all my life... and its something most ppl wont ever understand... its something i will not make my 'future' understand... im still waiting for the cause and effect chain to happen.. i mean ive seen the starting dynamic action already.. but where the heck's the effect?
the world of evil, has its fill, leaving everyone else to pay the bill.....
u call that fair??
"Close my eyes... let the whole thing past me by.. there is no time to waste askin why...."
k im calming down... think im gonna go lose myself in my music again.... and then turn in for the day... its 12.50a.m. now.... and a boring day is all i see down the road...
Alone in a sea of orange
the orange light from the heavens shine,
it makes everything seem fine.
a beam of light through water,
in pairs they gather together.
amazed by the beauty,
amazed by its purity.
unseen a lonely shadow,
it strays from the ever lit meadow.
far from the masses it flees,
far away to wherever it pleases.
away from the sun,
waiting for all this to get done.
away from the migrating Vs,
so that it won't envy,
their warmth and company.
because its alone in a sea of orange agony.
pretty crazy stuff... cause im feeling pretty weird right now...
so much stuff to think about... i officially hate holidays (0_0 i cant believe i just said that)...
but i hate sitting at home.. doing nothing.. it gives my mind the opportunity to release the beast within...
"if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to..."
some regrets... that i didnt do anything 8..9 months ago...
some uncertainty of what's down the long winding road...
more regrets on stupidity...
i see my mum... and shes so obsessed over something i dont like to talk about... and a solution arrives but i dont like it.. it involves something i dont ever want in my life ever again... the same thing i dont like to talk about... but i look at her and she needs to be released... she needs happiness that shes been neglecting...
i keep seeing stupid things and hearing mini things like a word that if said without a "S" sounds perfectly fine... add the "S" and i think of the one person in this world i hate... ive hated him all my life... and its something most ppl wont ever understand... its something i will not make my 'future' understand... im still waiting for the cause and effect chain to happen.. i mean ive seen the starting dynamic action already.. but where the heck's the effect?
the world of evil, has its fill, leaving everyone else to pay the bill.....
u call that fair??
"Close my eyes... let the whole thing past me by.. there is no time to waste askin why...."
k im calming down... think im gonna go lose myself in my music again.... and then turn in for the day... its 12.50a.m. now.... and a boring day is all i see down the road...
posted by Finwe21Ancalimon_maosi at 12:04 AM
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