Monday, August 21, 2006

going back to sweet 16

theres too much happening in my life right now... its most probably the cause of the feeling of confusion i feel... im gonna try to go back to my first love... gonna go back to the simple dreams when i was 16... gonna make myself a name in the world of floorball... make myself a film-maker... forget about everything else till i achieve these things... "a dream is a wish the heart makes" but wishes dont ever come true... ive gotta step up and do something... make my move...

its gonna take time
its gonna be hard
but in the end ill learn to live again..

*Now Playing Thousand Foot Krutch - Breathe You In*

Taking hold, breaking in
The pressures on, need to circulate
Mesmerized and taken in
Moving slow, so it reasonates
It's time to rest, not to sleep away
My thoughts alone, try to complicate
I'll do my best, to seek you out
And be myself, not impersonate

Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same

I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
And I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in

I'm going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page
The laughing stock I'll never be
Because I won't let them take me

Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same

I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
And I need to breathe

Took awhile to see all the love that's around me
Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known
And it's You

I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
And I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in..........
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