saturate

ah yes the weekend is here. and with the weekend comes much needed rest, and like.. time to complete all the work that's been thrown on my lap.
i feel like it's almost to a point where maybe i've bitten off more than i can chew.. (almost..) so i think i'll need to drop some of the stuff.. yeaaap)..

anyways i completely forgot to go meet the ice hockey people tonight lol.. and though i remembered and there was technically enough time to rush to jurong and meet them, i was too tired..
watched the rest of my favorite "The Green Mile" with qammie, chiamo, dxtehsex, tsar and jj-double-j-joe-jackson (rofl.. but he went off on his date halfway.. the currypuff addict haha =P)

i feel this intense need to yell.. but lol if given the opportunity.. i don't know what to yell.. it might all come out like gibberishy and non-sensical ouiii..

(so this is what it's like to put the face on)

i skipped floorball training today too.. just tired.. need rest.. honestly.. dead tired.. next week's not gonna help at all..
driving Monday (morn), Wednesday (eve), Friday (morn).. and they're each 2 hour sessions >.<>.< .. i think she's tired.. and she knows she could have done something about it.. (like quit TAIL-GATING!) but she's doing her denial thing which is typical mummy being herself *shrug*.. (don't get me wrong.. i love my mum) ----- i overheard a conversation between 2 little birds in school.. and it's kind of about the same situation as last sem? i don't know lol.. i found the accusations and what the people said absolutely RIDICULOUS.. but u know.. some people talk more than they should (i do that sometimes).. and some people have a knack for telling really 1 sided stories (which is human.. no one's perfect).. and some people just like to eat up 1 sided stories and start rumors.. and before we know it.. they think they know exactly what's happened when really.. they know shit.. (which is human as well..) all i can say is.. i find it IRRITATING.. and absolutely-positively RIDICULOUS... i don't think politics is the word.. because it's really stupid to be something as profound as politics.. (or is it?) If you're gonna say something, then expect a response.. and accept that a response, good or bad is likely to come... if you can't even get over something as simple as that.. or seriously have too much pride to stand a direct comment.. then seriously.. here's some good advice in the great words of Tom Hanks.. "Go Fuck Yourself" because the world isn't all happy happy and fairy tales.. i f u think keeping someone happy by not giving entirely useful comments is your way of helping someone.. then sorry but you've got s screwed up way of thinking.. Quit beating around the bush, dodging, and hiding all your thoughts about whatever. If you think it sucks SAY IT SUCKS! and then say why.. If someone says your idea Sucks and they say why.. but u didn't bother to listen to the "Why" portion of their comment.. and are too hurt by the "it SUCKS" part.. then "Go Fuck Yourself" If you really can't stand direct comments.. then tell me.. so next time, i'll shut up and let you live your "perfect" fantasy life... and for the rest of your life.. all you'll hear for comments are "That's Freaking Awesome man" :D they won't even have to say why.. because all you care about is what you want to hear... isn't that Awesome?