the dual personalities return...

"so what do you want?"
'Hmm well i was thinking if everything goes well... yah.. '
"yah?"
'Yah.... '
"Details! Duhhhh!"
'... but... i don't know what i want anymore.. '
"how can you not know what you want you fool!"
'don't know...'
"DON'T KNOW AGAIN?!"
'guess it's just one of those things luhh... what the heck u want me to do? tsk...'
"well at least be confident and sure! Know what the hell you want man!"
'kay fine! what do you want then?'
"... hmmmm... mmmmm.... "
'see you don't know what you want either?! THEN HOW?!'

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if only things went according to plan just that one day...
the don't knows and ifs are coming back, just like they did not long ago..

he picks ups his mask that's been faithful to him all this while..
helped him through the self-torment and torture the last time...
maybe.. maybe it'll happen again...
maybe.. maybe i'll ignore everything again...

bonne nuit tout le monde...