smudged colours...

im so disorientated now... and with good reason.. i've just been stupid and slept my entire tuesday away (not that the time matters...) but when i woke up i was having the impression it was still 2pm (maxing out at 3pm)... the sky was dark and gloomy.. but i waved it away thinking it was gonna rain or something so the rest of the day would be nice and cooling..
*checks phone clock*
O.O"

wet paint with no time to dry....

josh groban's new album, Awake, coming out on november7th... hopefully it's another good one like Closer...
training tomorrow.. which means no sleeping excessively tomorrow.. i've to do my carbo-loading so that i've gt energyyy mmhmmm.. (never thought i say something like that.. im actually starting to plan my own meals.. )

a phenomenon of visual reactions from the mixture of oils...

i've gone and done somethine i feel is stupid...
forget the 'blonde'!!
i must must must must must... need's to slow down the pace of the game...
i often follow the pace of other's just like in floorball (which is why i sometimes struggle to make a impact..) but now i've been improving on that aspect i've gotta apply it to life as well... or everything is gonna look like a art masterpiece which to the layman would seem like some 7 year old had too much paint and freedom given to him....

uncaptured reactions in the mind that loses it's way deciphering the details...
toss it a rope so it can drag itself from the whirlpool of quick sand...
it won't relax and spread it's weight but continues to struggle...

yeah sureee.....