please bear with me...

okay i can't sleep till i let out all this anger or it's gonna eat me up inside and like ruin my bloody sleep which is already gonna be insufficient so whatever..

i'd really like to say if u dun like vulgarities and shit? dun read this post.. cause i'm just really really angry and i gotta let this rage out someway before i freaking strangle something..

okay.. so u've been warned..

----DANGER ZONE AFTER THIS LINE!!! PROCEED AT OWN RISK-----

i really really REALLY HATE IT when someone keeps complaining about not liking something? but then in actual fact.. in freaking ass reality! they are doing that exact thing?

okay let's make this personal.. since i'm such a feisty kitty...

say like my dad's a womanizer and i keep going on and on and on about how i fucking hate him because of that.. and like i hate what he does like sleeping around with fucking whores who seriously just want money and like whatever the fuck... but then i myself am like fucking around with fucking whores? at the same time? and like I JUST SAID I REALLY DONT LIKE IT? OR LIKE HATE HIM FOR DOING IT? SO WHAT THE FUCK?

don' tyou think it kinda cancles out what u just said? And seriously like if someone is in ssuch a fucking deep state of self-denial.. or okay let's give u the benefit of bloody doubt and say u are blind? and really can't see it? that u're seriously such a fucktard then all you say pretty much loses it's like reliability? because u can't even decide for urself what is right or wrong? like where's the fucking integrity and shit? so FUCK YOU if you think u're that fucking perfect u can judge people as you please when you yourself aren't so FUCKING perfect.. if you keep thinking you fucking made the world and wrote the rules then i feel so damn sorry for you.. because honestly, u're in bloody denial..

it's the same as TREAT OTHERS AS YOU EXPECT TO BE TREATED... if u treat someone like SHIT all the time.. and keep giving crappola remarks or fucking crap shit stuff done to the other guy then you deserve to have every single damn bad thing redone upon you.. ESPECIALLY IF U CAN'T SEE U'RE WRONG... It'd be nice if u just said sorry or like be fucking HUMBLE A LITTLE BIT! AND LIKE TAKE THE FALL... BECAUSE THEN I'M SURE NO ONE WOULDN'T WANT TO FORGIVE YOU! or u can just stay the way u are.. and do nothing.. and like save abit of pride which is fucking worthless.. u can just fucking go hang yourself with all that pride for all i care.. because u don't deserve to live.. cause u are destroying the world.. you are making everyday a pain in the ass everytime u do something like that..

i'm sure there's a word in the dictionary dedicated to these class of people.. because i mean they're just everywhere aren't they? fucing immature spoilt brats who think their life's shit or like think they have the right to fucking mess with other people? Honestly? FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING SAD THOUGHTS AND IDEAOLOGIES (i know i've spelt this wrong but whatever... u get wat i'm going at)...

EVEN IF AFTER THIS? U CAN'T SEE IT? AND U STILL ARE THAT BLOODY BLIND? GOD.. seriously.. i'm not religious but i have to pray for all the unlucky people who have the DAMN misfortune of meeting you and letting you walk over them and shit because they're just really nice people.. i know alot of these people.. and they're awesome.. and u putting them down? really should be a crime.. and u should be shut up in a damn prison for life (just cause i dun like capital punishment)... no one has that right..

----------SAFE ZONE AFTER THIS!!!!!-------------

hah u've reached the safe zone :D (so damn sarcastic loool)

k i'm feeling better i think..
but really.. i can't stand it.. it's like being a filthy hypocrite or watever.. even so at least have the decency to say sorry...

like now i'm really sorry to everyone.. because of all the inappropriate words?
but u know.. i know i want to be a little bit selfish this time? and sorry for tat but i'm gonna freaking (nearly typed the F word again -.-) go ahead with it anyway.. because i'm so angry..

so think whatever u like.. i don't give a shit anymore...