10 stab wounds in quick succession to the chest..
ever had one of those dreams where u'd wake up thinking it was so real and so awesome that u'd like that to be real? and for the first 5 minutes you are awake you believe it is, but it all slowly crumbles in your mind and your sense of logic? yeah..
it's like it happens from a whole lot of wishful thinking, or hopeful thinking whatever your fancy.. and let me tell you, it's seriously fucking demoralising.. i'd rather suffer the pain of the 10 stabs, then to have to go through something like that.. it's something that could be counted as "Waking up on the wrong side of the bed"... because god i feel moody like a croc irritated by a 40 yr old australian dressed in those matching tight shorts and button shirt, and that insane running commentary as time after time they try to nail him and they can't and almost like taunting them he keeps going on and on indirectly about how he's faster than them (which isn't necessarily a bad thing) but the more demoralising thing for the crocs? not one of them could do .. wat one stingray did.. which sets them right smack below everything..
and it kinda feels like that... so freaking sad right? yeahhh.. like my god i don't believe i allowed my mind to even stray off into a dream like that.. WTF! too much wishful thinking -.- ..
okay no more wishful thinking for this kitty, because the consequences of going through it once is depressing, the next time i just might be suicidal >.< ..
i could draw u a graph of the happiness to sadness ratio as the dream goes on.. it's almost like that typical movie ya know? they have a build up, and then a climax, and suddenly a twist which is almost like an added climax or anti-climax.. yeah.. the dream starts out.. building up from happy to sad, and when i reached the highest point of happiness (in the most ridiculous way if i may add.. just the most unbelievable scenario seriously possible -.- HAH.. i think i now know why my mind chose that 1 character to be the important bit player in my mind hahahahaha rofl.. just cause of the one time he did something so silly loooool!) and yes back to my point... highest point of happiness which was the climax, and then i woke up and i was feeling great! to all i now, i was waking up to a wonderful day, with a wonderful plan and there was no chance there was gonna be any rain kinda thing, just bright sun shiny day all day.. and then it started to eat into my mind and it was my mind, the exact one that put that dream together (FOR FUCK?!!), that hammered away the idea.. and made me realise it was a completely false idea... almost a lost dream in a sense... which is in this case the anti-climax.. which is why i'm up earlier than usual, because i just don't wanna go back to sleep and have to go through that again... the odds of you waking up and going back straight to sleep and continuing the previous dream, is not a gamble i'm willing to take...
it's only called a nightmare, when u've woken up...
salut...
it's like it happens from a whole lot of wishful thinking, or hopeful thinking whatever your fancy.. and let me tell you, it's seriously fucking demoralising.. i'd rather suffer the pain of the 10 stabs, then to have to go through something like that.. it's something that could be counted as "Waking up on the wrong side of the bed"... because god i feel moody like a croc irritated by a 40 yr old australian dressed in those matching tight shorts and button shirt, and that insane running commentary as time after time they try to nail him and they can't and almost like taunting them he keeps going on and on indirectly about how he's faster than them (which isn't necessarily a bad thing) but the more demoralising thing for the crocs? not one of them could do .. wat one stingray did.. which sets them right smack below everything..
and it kinda feels like that... so freaking sad right? yeahhh.. like my god i don't believe i allowed my mind to even stray off into a dream like that.. WTF! too much wishful thinking -.- ..
okay no more wishful thinking for this kitty, because the consequences of going through it once is depressing, the next time i just might be suicidal >.< ..
i could draw u a graph of the happiness to sadness ratio as the dream goes on.. it's almost like that typical movie ya know? they have a build up, and then a climax, and suddenly a twist which is almost like an added climax or anti-climax.. yeah.. the dream starts out.. building up from happy to sad, and when i reached the highest point of happiness (in the most ridiculous way if i may add.. just the most unbelievable scenario seriously possible -.- HAH.. i think i now know why my mind chose that 1 character to be the important bit player in my mind hahahahaha rofl.. just cause of the one time he did something so silly loooool!) and yes back to my point... highest point of happiness which was the climax, and then i woke up and i was feeling great! to all i now, i was waking up to a wonderful day, with a wonderful plan and there was no chance there was gonna be any rain kinda thing, just bright sun shiny day all day.. and then it started to eat into my mind and it was my mind, the exact one that put that dream together (FOR FUCK?!!), that hammered away the idea.. and made me realise it was a completely false idea... almost a lost dream in a sense... which is in this case the anti-climax.. which is why i'm up earlier than usual, because i just don't wanna go back to sleep and have to go through that again... the odds of you waking up and going back straight to sleep and continuing the previous dream, is not a gamble i'm willing to take...
it's only called a nightmare, when u've woken up...
salut...
posted by Finwe21Ancalimon_maosi at 10:09 AM
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