don't you wanna be somebody?

the magnum force cheerleading ppl really got hit bad yesterday.. though i have no right to say i know how they feel (because i really don't), i think i can say that they really deserved better. but let's face it this place is cruel, time is cruel you don't really get second chances.. if you fall during your performance u might as well get up and make as much of it as you can.. it's cruel because people don't see how much you train.. they don't see how many bones you break.. your costumes, makeup and the smile you put on your face before you head out to perform is all that matters to them... but really at least there's a place in your heart where you keep it as a milestone in your life... they can take the trophy from you, but they can't touch that thing you've gained inside of you, your determination and pride...
if you saw the tears they cried yesterday, if you saw the looks in their eyes yesterday, you'd probably know instantly how much it really meant to them... comeon magnum! you'll get em' next year!

game later at 6... not sure if i've prep-ed myself enough mentally... hopefully i am.. i think i've gone through enough on court to stop the shivers that you'd normally get from something which you know there's no going back... once the firstwhistle is blown, once the first face-off is won or lost, you just gotta carry on luh.. no going back...
the ankle is holding up pretty alright.. the shoulder is too.. my legs feel ready for a good run..

lol i just saw battlefield 2142's amazing opening 'movie'... lol.. so tempted!!!
and gonna learn driving yay!
and gotta go an change or else i'll be late for the game and get scolded silly...
au-revoir!