anti-climax..... i think...

at the end of today.. i expect most of you to think this post is gonna be all about todays game... well u are half right... i will tell u roughly wat happened... but something else much deeper inside of me happened as well...

NightHawks 6-3 Millenia Skools Unihockey
we went 0-1 down but i scored a minute after that to level the game... and the team never looked back from there mmmm... im not claiming credit... the team did a wonderful job mmm...
thats all i have to say about that.. cause i cant think of anything else... my mind is clogged up with something else

sometimes i wonder if i am just toying with my own mind... making myself believe things that i am not suppose to... some of you might say that is what makes me human...
every situation is different for everyone.. thats why some ppl cant understand the emotions and feelings running around in my mind and heart trodding on my braincells and heart valves inconsiderately...
this powerful emotion makes me feel so full in certain times.. and so empty the next...
but i wanna say i would not have it any other way.. its one of the most beautiful idea/creation by the big boss upstairs...
imagine this
staring into 2 holes that sucks the air out of your lungs and makes your heart extremely light... makes your brain feel weird... like staring at the most beautiful sunrise/sunset ever... its more beautiful than that i can assure u..

a life without this is a life without a heart/meaning/purpose/____ (another word mmm... dont feel like saying =P )