a good day..

so the day started with the 3 lkks.. 2 lao kok kok and the 'longkang kid' (-.-") so ridiculous lol..

and we had this absolutely insane idea lol.. here's a hint
it had something to do with the 3 of us getting in my mum's car,
driving to chiam's place to get his large bottle of Barcardi..
then buying some Minute Maid orange juice and some pineapple juice and chips,
and drinking everything away.. lol

so awesome.. would have been more awesome if chiam didn't steal my last drink!
ASSHOLE! i was nearly what we like to call the "Ultimate High" lol...
it's the perfect point of being drunk, and being able to enjoy it without "giving a shit" about anything, or anyone else.."
fortunately / unfortunately (pick which ever you prefer).. i wasn't drunk enough to ignore the nagging side of me screaming 'PRODUCTION BEGINS AT 8AM TOMORROW!' YOU HAVE TO DRIVE THE CREW TO YOUR PLACE! YOU CAN'T BE DRUNK!

i so wanna get drunk again soon.. and with a day that i won't have to worry about anything.. it's just about the people you're downing the stuff with.. and the things you talk about..

yeah.. so i only had 2 hours of sleep too.. lol amazing how i lasted through drama production.. it's a wrap! :D hopefully nothing's wrong with the footage or shite.. so tmr is a good rest day and a day for me to catch-up on my Production Planning shite.. and my Scriptwriting online entry.. prepare for french test, and maybe meet dexian about the stupid french thing -.- .. STUPID KNOW!

production later at 7pm -.- ... non-fiction.. gotta cover the handicap girl at this event she's singing at.. omg.. so tired *nod nod*..
and later at night, chiamo and mich are coming over to do some acting at my place.. got all the lights and camera here.. hurhur.. awesome man.. ^^ (love acting)
3 shoots in a day.. beat that lol..

ah it's sad it's sad.. a good day doesn't wipe out the bad ones you've had..
if only life was living a day at a time with no regrets.. Zilch..
i saw this yesterday "La Vie Est Simple"..
i think it is.. if you want it to be...
i think i'm not one of those.. la vie n'est pas simple.. *nod* that's better..

break free..
and do it now..
they're all hard to please..
so just forget how..

tie the laces on that old shoe..
hide the blue moon drops, keep it inside..
cause they don't care to know
they won't care to listen.

words can only say.. so much *sigh sigh sigh*

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I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works

When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregard
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them

If and when I can
Clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
Into a place where
Peace can search me out and find
That I'm so ready to be found

I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find an end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works

Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet you love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
As I exhale I hear your voice
And I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
Because I love you
Oh God, I love you
And life is now worth living
If only because of you
And when they say that I'm dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth

When I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
Cause you'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again