beginnings and endings

i've got feeling both happy and sad right now :( more sad than anything lol.. why?
cause after spending all of last night (from 9.30pm to 6.30am this morning) reading the last harry potter book, i've finally read the last 3 words that ends the whole journey ("All was well.") like happy ending.. but i'm not content! >.< THE BOOK COULD HAVE BEEN LONGER! LoooL! nt shiok! haiyah! it's heartbreaking to know there's nothing else coming out in the future to continue the story *sigh* .. i know there's no such thing as a never-ending story.. but sometimes u just want things to go on and on and on.. ah well.. NOT HAPPY! Hmph!
(i'm feeling the urge to wanna do something in the future... -a dreamer, dreaming-)

the foot's gotten better better better.. swelling's gone down a whole lot.. but still can't put weight on it for too long.. which makes walking distances longer than 10metres a right chore.. and it takes me a darn long time to limp that distance lol.. and can't twist it left and right eiither.. or i'll feel a sharp pain where the ligament thingum is *nod*...
AHH DANG IT! I WANNA DIRECT A HP FILM! lol (PLS IGNORE ME)
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm i shall watch moulin rouge later hurhur.. been wanting to for awhile..
the next 2 weeks in sch are gonna be painfully stressful, studying for 3 tests, cam 'n' lights (which shouldn't be too hard), and audio post and film history (which are the darn things i'm dreading.. DooooH!) heeeyer.. i know i just have to hang in there another 2 weeks and it's all over.. but it also means quite a tad of studying to do.. and seeing as i basically wasted my saturday away, by sitting in bed for 30 mins after reading finish the book, not wanting to believe it was over *sobs*.. and playing fifa and blowing up worms on my pc to make me feel better the rest of the time, i've gotta pick up the slack soon lol (key word "soon" hehe *procrastinate procrastinate*)

okay i'm gonna go off before i get anymore random with what i type =P ..

when i lost hope,
u were there to remind me...